wow ok so im back at my dads for good now. so call me there kiddos

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i just sneezed so hard i moved my chair

yes well i have gone back to my mothers if you need me you can:

call:
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good day

hey kids! yeah so today i went to work from 10:30 to 2 and such we had a bunch of kids that were off to camp yeah fucking 180 kids plus counselors it fucking sucked lol yeah so then we went and picked up abby then me and abby went swimming and now im off to abbys so she can dye my hair yay fun!

ok bye

yes well last night as you could tell i was rather upset still. but anyway last night was the first show on the tour list for patterns in static which was very fun indeed it was nice to see all my friends and even make a couple new ones yes indeed it was. it was very nice to see sam. he gave me a hug after the show im going to miss going to see him ( Read more... )

i dont htink i have ver wanted to cry so much as i did tonight. just listening to patterns in static made me feel horrible. i love them no doubt about it. but they are a band that ryan likes very much. but i think my heart is just very broken up. im not really sure why i thought i could get over him but never the less i will always want a

yes well last night was a little sad ryan and i are probably never really going to work he says he doesnt have any feelings for me anymore but i think i am fine with that actually i havent even cried actually now we are just friends again pretending it didnt happen i guess its for the best but i will always wonder what things would have been like ( Read more... )

MEGA haha she is very totally tubular!!

me: then decided that he was "empty without her"
mega: uh oh..
mega: i saw her myspace, she is narsty

also really rather funny

i will sleep another day i dont really need to anyway but whats the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say.--the spill cnavas ( Read more... )

yes well today was rather good me and ryan talked this morning then we talked tonight as well nad he said him and libby broke up and such and well things were going good i was like yes happiness and eternal bliss but then throughout the night he said things like have we done the right thing and such so i was like if libby makes you happy then stay ( Read more... )

ok just kidding i dont know anymore if things are going to work out with me and ryan. well i wont lie. i am a little upset. but as long as hes happy thats all that matters. so yes well im off cause yeah im gunna take a little swim. :) comment please!