its like the song says.....
i will sleep another day i dont really need to anyway but whats the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say.--the spill cnavas
i didnt even sleep last night. i couldnt stop thinking about what had happened last night. did i do something wrong. did i say something. uhh no cause we like didnt talk all night anyway except when he made me happy cause i thought things might go right in my life and then we talked again when he told me that was was "empty without her" what fucking ever i think i should just give up on boys all together not be a lesbian but just not date anymore. it seems that when i do i always do something to fuck it all up and break my own heart. i dont get it. maybe i will be better off without dateing for a while. but well yes i have to work today from 3:30 to 8 hmmm im not sure how well of work i can do in this condition. im pretty broken up. i really just cant think of anything else except what did i do wrong and why does this have to happen to me. but maybe he should have thought his plan completely through before ripping my heart out hah no it didnt go that far haha i was a little upset but i think im more angry. but truth is he didnt do it intentionally. i dont know im going to go listen to this song jamie told me to download last night it is very nice actually. the words come together and they are completely breath taking it could make you forget anything you want to forget its absolutly wonderful. bye bye!!
i didnt even sleep last night. i couldnt stop thinking about what had happened last night. did i do something wrong. did i say something. uhh no cause we like didnt talk all night anyway except when he made me happy cause i thought things might go right in my life and then we talked again when he told me that was was "empty without her" what fucking ever i think i should just give up on boys all together not be a lesbian but just not date anymore. it seems that when i do i always do something to fuck it all up and break my own heart. i dont get it. maybe i will be better off without dateing for a while. but well yes i have to work today from 3:30 to 8 hmmm im not sure how well of work i can do in this condition. im pretty broken up. i really just cant think of anything else except what did i do wrong and why does this have to happen to me. but maybe he should have thought his plan completely through before ripping my heart out hah no it didnt go that far haha i was a little upset but i think im more angry. but truth is he didnt do it intentionally. i dont know im going to go listen to this song jamie told me to download last night it is very nice actually. the words come together and they are completely breath taking it could make you forget anything you want to forget its absolutly wonderful. bye bye!!