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yes well last night was a little sad ryan and i are probably never really going to work he says he doesnt have any feelings for me anymore but i think i am fine with that actually i havent even cried actually now we are just friends again pretending it didnt happen i guess its for the best but i will always wonder what things would have been like if we had worked out. ithink things would have been good. but libby makes him happy so thats what he should stick with. ok enough about that. tonight is the first night of the patterns in static "amerikarma" tour and its going to be a blast its at the eagles club adn everyone shoudl go to show their support and everyone is going thats cool so yeah ok well gotta go get ready for work update after the show love you all