Thanks Everybody For Your Support! As of about 5 hours from now the worst of my current situation will be playing itself out. If things go well then I should be able to post an update tonight (monday) or tuesday night. Although I wont go into much detail I will say that if things dont go well this may be my last entry. Again for everyone who is ( Read more... )

My worst nightmare may come true. I dont mind taking the lumps in life for things I do wrong, but taking lumps for trying to do the right thing is just infuriation. People ask me how I stay so calm and under control during this, the worst year of my life. To tell the truth I don't know anymore. I have been trying to pull strength from the support ( Read more... )

This insomnia is killing me. I thought maybe it was giving me a break because I actually slept pretty late into the day today but it strikes again. Staying up till 6:30 or 7 is fine when you are doing something enjoyable or working but I have nothing to do but sit here and delete the off the wall crap that tivo decides to randomly suggest (eg. Bun ( Read more... )

Well I see live journal is still freaking out. I havent posted in 8 or 9 months but the last post I made is dated 06-01. Well at least there are not any phantom replies pulled from the deep past ( Read more... )

Have you ever had something you work so hard for just fall apart. Well I am experiencing that right now. The worst part about feeling that way is that I am the only person that gives a shit. I try my hardest not to be dramatic on this thing. (didn't quite dodge that bullet about this same time last year for those that may remember.) So I wont ( Read more... )

I dont know if this entry will even show up but Ill post it anyway ( Read more... )