I remember sleep....
This insomnia is killing me. I thought maybe it was giving me a break because I actually slept pretty late into the day today but it strikes again. Staying up till 6:30 or 7 is fine when you are doing something enjoyable or working but I have nothing to do but sit here and delete the off the wall crap that tivo decides to randomly suggest (eg. Bun Bun-- the touching story of a young girl who gets a stuffed rabbit.) I used to have my little circle of insomniac friends but everybody has fallen out of contact. The worst thing about this is that my better half gets upset because I dont come to bed around 10:30 or 11 when she hits the sack. Problem is I flop around like a mad man when I cant sleep and she has to get up in the mornings for work. (usually about the time lay down to try to get some rest). Ive been through WAY to much sleep therapy (for my lucid dreaming, and military sleep disorders of various types.) I just dont think I can handle any more. Anyone who knows what Im going through right now understands the extreme stress Im under right now. I cant catch a break! And this insomnia is just another way of Karma kicking me in the teeth.