everyone keeps doing things that surprise me. and keeping secrets. what the heck? seriously. i dont understand ( Read more... )

 everything that i've ever hoped for, wished for, dreamed about, is happening right now.
i've never felt so sick to my stomache, in a good way. wowowooowowowwowow.

well, tommorrow is the fourth day of school. it is crazy how easily you can get back into the swing of things so fast. Doing homework, waking up early, going to bed on time. Fall play is coming up and im pretty nervous. i don't know Mr. Yost that well, but if i don't get in it i will definitely get a job. i also realized today that i have always ( Read more... )

i started doing one of those number things, and i realized how dumb they are. don't get me wrong, they are really fun to read, and fun to be like "which one am i?!" however;  while i am writing them, i hate it  because i feel awful. why would i ever want to say mean/brutally honest things to people that are so important to me? 
i have my own ( Read more... )

I AM SO HAPPY!
like really, is this happening to me? 
ahhhhhhhhhhh. im so happy. i feel so content with the way that things have worked out lately. it's just like, God has answered my prayers, my heart and mind are finally- together. (if that makes sense?) and i'm feeling what i want to be feeling and thinking things that make me happier!! i saw a ( Read more... )

so many things have changed this summer. 
i feel like an actual teenager. like, my little sister
looks up to me and wants my opinion on things 
and i can do crazy things like play in the rain 
without caring. (ok, so maybe i was a little selfconcious.)
haha.

i also realized tonight, that i need to stop basing the decisions
that i make off of other people ( Read more... )

i babysat...monday thru thursday ( Read more... )

Summer is almost here.
  I can't believe that tommorrow is our last official, 4X4 day of school..dang.
  I had the most amazing weekend I have had in SUCH a long time. So many good things happened, I feel so accomplished and happy. :-) I love my sisters, my farm, and my daisies.
  Darcy and I started sitting outside inthe morning and that is gonna ( Read more... )

i just realized how freaking much i'm gonna miss the seniors.
i got goosebumps..and then i felt sick in my stomach 
i know thats weird, but..i dont know what i'm gonna do next year without them.

 had a general overall good day..i feel good now, at least..

i love my best friend. so much. like...i really don't thank God enough for having her. good grief. anyways. today Natalie and I went to target, and then to Nothing but Noodles, because shes been ranting and raving about that place forever. and of course, it was just super! then we went to ( Read more... )