Sep 13, 2007 17:18
everyone keeps doing things that surprise me. and keeping secrets. what the heck? seriously. i dont understand.
last night i hung out with my boyfriends big group of friends, and it made me sad because i used to have a group of friends like that. we always hung out together. now, i don't know what happened. i dont really have any guy friends that i'm really really close with anymore. i wish we still went to people's houses and watched movies (remember last christmas at addison's?) yeah.
and then someone that goes to providence was there last night, and she said,"hey! i haven't seen you since freshman year! do you still go to providence?"
i blew it off, but it really did hurt my feelings. just cus i dont hang out with "cool kids" doesn't mean that im non-exsistent, does it?
today i had an amazing day with nartalie! i found the most perfect homecoming dress. its brown and shimmery sortof. i'm so excited. i can't wait!!
AND im going car shopping with my dad this weekend. it's gonna be difficult to deal with him. but i realllllllllly wanna get a car. ahhhhhhhhhh!!!