I've never been really good at doing the whole New Year's Resolution, but I think this year I'm going to try to. And I'm even going to be an over-achiever about it, starting now instead of January 1st. My goal is to finish by New Year's Eve, hopefully Christmas. My resolution is to be less self-sufficient and introverted, tell people how I'm ( Read more... )

I know that it's been a long time since I've written in this, but that time has given me alot of time to think. I'm mostly been thinking recently about all the really good friends I've lost in my life. Some I've lost completely, and others only partially. But I do miss them. Starting from elementary school, I've comprised a list of people I ( Read more... )

Well, I don't know what I was thinking, but I went ahead and auditioned for the Northeastern Dance Team. Actually, I don't know what they were thinking, cause they actually picked me. So now, I've been dancing for the past 2 days, and it's killing me. I haven't danced in so long, my muscles aren't used to it. The backs of my legs are so sore. ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite an interesting month. After camp ended, I went to the beach with my family. It was actually quite relaxing, besides the fact that family vacations usually end up with huge arguments. But that wasn't really the case this time. I don't think the majority of my family was there often enough to fight with each other. Everyone ( Read more... )

Well, camp is over...which means that I'm going to be so bored the rest of the summer. Camp was actually a great way to kill time. And I enjoyed the work and the people ( Read more... )

Well, I was just informed of my housing for the fall...in the YMCA. I was signed up for a leased property OR an economy single (with its own bathroom, living area, and kitchenette.) However, this room is only that...a room. It's small, and ugly, and doesn't even have a closet ( Read more... )

Why is it that the second everything seems to be perfect in you life, one thing happens to ruin it all? You know what makes it even worse...when you can't control that one thing. You can't control what other people think, feel or do, and those outcomes can totally screw everything up. Three weeks ago, everything in my life was perfect. And ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I feel like I am under such great pressure, that I'm going to explode. That there are so many people counting on me and if I can't do what everyone wants, I'm a huge disappointment. Everyone in my life that matters is mad at me because they don't get to see me as much as they want. But it's really hard to do that when this past week, ( Read more... )

I promised myself I'd never start one of these, but alas, I have. Don't hold it against me. This is what hours of boredom have done to me. So, I'm almost positive I won't keep it up, but I'll try to remember to add entries every so often. There are a lot of new and interesting things going on so I should have a ton to write about.