Frustration and Anger Seem to be My New Best Friends
Why is it that the second everything seems to be perfect in you life, one thing happens to ruin it all? You know what makes it even worse...when you can't control that one thing. You can't control what other people think, feel or do, and those outcomes can totally screw everything up. Three weeks ago, everything in my life was perfect. And today, most things have ended up in shit.
I had a best friend. Ever since we have been friends, our relationship has been tested. In high school, we used to fight a lot, and we always came to the conclusion that we were too similar and saw our faults in each other. I still believe this. So how is it that an event that was actually neither of our faults caused us to stop being best friends? It's really unfair. Things that we couldn't control tore us apart.
So, instead of my friend, I am left with constant frustration and overwhelming anger. I really thought that it would take a lot more than a misunderstanding to bring us to this point, but obviously I was wrong. I hate fighting. And I hate ignoring even more. I would rather be told to stop trying than to continue trying with no end results.
What the hell am I supposed to do now?
I had a best friend. Ever since we have been friends, our relationship has been tested. In high school, we used to fight a lot, and we always came to the conclusion that we were too similar and saw our faults in each other. I still believe this. So how is it that an event that was actually neither of our faults caused us to stop being best friends? It's really unfair. Things that we couldn't control tore us apart.
So, instead of my friend, I am left with constant frustration and overwhelming anger. I really thought that it would take a lot more than a misunderstanding to bring us to this point, but obviously I was wrong. I hate fighting. And I hate ignoring even more. I would rather be told to stop trying than to continue trying with no end results.
What the hell am I supposed to do now?