Revelation
I know that it's been a long time since I've written in this, but that time has given me alot of time to think. I'm mostly been thinking recently about all the really good friends I've lost in my life. Some I've lost completely, and others only partially. But I do miss them. Starting from elementary school, I've comprised a list of people I miss...
JR. High
Adrienne - One of my best friends in jr. high. My dad still compares my other friends to her
Lorrie - Lost touch after she left NDA but will always have a special place for her
Kelly - Lost touch after she left NDA and is synonymous with Lorrie, whenever I think of good times with Lorrie, I think of Kelly
High School
LAUREN - WAAAAAAY too much there to ever express in one live journal entry
MEG - I don't really know what happened there, but I considered her a really good person to talk to when I had a problem.
STEPH - I dont' even know where she is anymore, but alot of my good high school memories include her.
College
LIZ - I had alot of good times with her and I thought she really understood me.
MICHELLE - She seemed to understand me the most and always made me feel included.
AMY - Even though we had problems because we were roommates, I still miss living with her.
DINGER - For a while, we were great friends and I miss having Cup-A-Noodle with her.
Okay, now that I have been a total ass and just poured out my feelings into a "journal" that is available for anyone to read, I kinda feel a little bit better. I've always had a problem telling people how I feel and that might be why I've lost some of these friendships...Wow, I'm being so insightful right now. Anyway, I guess transferring to a different school has really made me realize what (and expecially who) matters to me. Hopefully it's not too late to mend some broken bridges.
JR. High
Adrienne - One of my best friends in jr. high. My dad still compares my other friends to her
Lorrie - Lost touch after she left NDA but will always have a special place for her
Kelly - Lost touch after she left NDA and is synonymous with Lorrie, whenever I think of good times with Lorrie, I think of Kelly
High School
LAUREN - WAAAAAAY too much there to ever express in one live journal entry
MEG - I don't really know what happened there, but I considered her a really good person to talk to when I had a problem.
STEPH - I dont' even know where she is anymore, but alot of my good high school memories include her.
College
LIZ - I had alot of good times with her and I thought she really understood me.
MICHELLE - She seemed to understand me the most and always made me feel included.
AMY - Even though we had problems because we were roommates, I still miss living with her.
DINGER - For a while, we were great friends and I miss having Cup-A-Noodle with her.
Okay, now that I have been a total ass and just poured out my feelings into a "journal" that is available for anyone to read, I kinda feel a little bit better. I've always had a problem telling people how I feel and that might be why I've lost some of these friendships...Wow, I'm being so insightful right now. Anyway, I guess transferring to a different school has really made me realize what (and expecially who) matters to me. Hopefully it's not too late to mend some broken bridges.