I've been thinking. I'm 22 years old. My life has been so eventful. So many ups and so so many downs. However, there was a point in my life where I decided to change. To become what everyone thought I couldn't. Now that I'm here. I need a change again ( Read more... )

I'm tired ( Read more... )

My whole life, as far back as i can remember i've always had someone. A boyfriend, a friend, a someone. For the first time in my life, i feel completely content being by myself. I do my homework alone, I go to school alone, i go to work alone. I feel so liberated. The more i feel liberated the more i dont want to be with someone. Which is a ( Read more... )

I cant wait for my cousin to come here, then i'll finally have someone to hang out with. I'm too shy to call my girlfriends because i know they are busy and besides i havent called them since summer so it'll be wierd if i just call them. I just want to fill my schedule up with work and stuff to do this holiday. I dont want to stay at home, ( Read more... )

My ideal "Mr. Perfect" seems to change faster than my hair colors and hair do's. When i was in grade 7 i wrote this in my diary:

"I wish i had a boyfriend who is one inch taller than me and exactly one week older than me. He cannot be smarter than me. I also want him to be Filipino." I laughed so hard ( Read more... )

I just finished watching the 6th season of friends where Chandler proposes to Monica. As much as that show is a fairy tale i just cant wait for my day. (if it comes..*cross fingers) I always thought that i'd be alone. I'm easily annoyed and frustrated. I have a huge temper and is very anal about things. Then you meet someone who changes all ( Read more... )

Its been two weeks and i'm back in the groove of school. I can see that i'm over working myself on little things. Yet i do it anyways. Lately, i've been finding myself tired all the time. I dont have the time to look good and when i do... i feel that i just look the same... I'm just tired i guess. Working two jobs isnt exactly paying off. ( Read more... )

Its a saturday and i'm sick out of my mind. People at work dont seem to appreciate my abilities and I almost don't care. I've given up what i truly was good at... Man, i feel as though i have lost passion in so many things. Friends,family, and school...and now work. I just dont care.. Well if you dont care about me..then fuck you too. -- i ( Read more... )

I just came back from BC... and all i can say is that i'm super dark!- and i love it! I used to be concerned about what people would think or say if I was "too dark." But it just feels so good to run around on the beach and in the sun without worrying. So what i'm 4 shades darker.. i kinda like it. Makes me look ethnic. haha ( Read more... )

Ever feel in love? Where everything around you is bright with joy. Where you just want to jump all over and hug everyone you see. I guess thats what makes me truly happy. A million dollars cant buy the feeling of falling in love or being in love. What can i say i'm a sucker for love :P ( Read more... )