Maybe im just not as beautiful?
Its been two weeks and i'm back in the groove of school. I can see that i'm over working myself on little things. Yet i do it anyways. Lately, i've been finding myself tired all the time. I dont have the time to look good and when i do... i feel that i just look the same... I'm just tired i guess. Working two jobs isnt exactly paying off. Working as a waitress is HARD work. You're always running around like a chicken with no head, However, if its not busy then u get no tips. So its a lose lose situation i suppose. I cant say that i miss feetfirst..but i do..sort of. The people there really respected me for my worth.. at this other job.. its not like that at all. I'm still new..so maybe with time i guess. I havent really photographed myself lately... You really have to be in the mood or just have the time. I have neither. I wonder if you can see the fatigue in my eyes if i were to take a picture right now? If you're good at reading people that i guess you can. As for my relationship, its good. Well, today was good. I love him tons, i worry for him too. He hasnt been the same since the thingy happened. I dont blame him. I'd be depressed too. It does hurt though, i just want him to be happy and cheery again...i wish there was something i could do. Hmmm...i could use my good looks? nah... anyways..back to studying.... will talk to u folks soon...