Jan 25, 2007 01:55
My whole life, as far back as i can remember i've always had someone. A boyfriend, a friend, a someone. For the first time in my life, i feel completely content being by myself. I do my homework alone, I go to school alone, i go to work alone. I feel so liberated. The more i feel liberated the more i dont want to be with someone. Which is a good thing for me because this is new.
I guess after awhile you get tired of being put down. I like puppies, sushi, kids, shopping, the environment, etc. When you continue getting denied of the things that you treasure most. What good is having dreams and desire. I might as well be a wind up doll. "Play with me when you want to, I dont talk about things you dont like talking about, I dont have a mind of my own.".... this line is followed by "giggle giggle giggle"
Everything in life is replaceable, including you.
So...Olivia..
Be beautiful for yourself, Be wonderful by yourself... Be yourself and love yourself...you dont need a bald, beer belly, 'grumpy,' take you for granted boy when you can have a REAL MAN. *will do!