Does the past ever get to you? Does it ever sneak up and surround you? Does it ever threaten to completely consume you? Or am I crazy ( Read more... )

Something seems to be off lately. I can’t remember the last time I wrote anything. I’ve even stopped with silly poems when I get bored. Whenever I stop writing it usually means something is off kilter. Something is rotten in the state of Ashni. I can’t even being to imagine what it is though. I don’t feel different. I don’t recall any changes in my ( Read more... )

I do not consider myself better then anyone else. I do not consider myself smarter, either. I suppose that I consider myself to be different when you really get down to it. Whether I am or not is a completely different issue ( Read more... )

as your hand glides past my hip,
i remember theres no sense in holding onto the past.
nothing will ever be how it was,
and my definition of love was so misconstrued.
the amazing moments are passing by too quickly,
while life is constantly changing.
who is to say its for the worse?
or for the better?

I don't know what's wrong with me. I have no filter today and to top it off I'm all kinds of . . . like a cat in heat. I feel very concious of my body, of the sensations made by my clothes, my hair, the wisp of the AC on the back of my neck when I tie my hair up, it feels like a kiss. The touch of my skin on skin, just everything today ( Read more... )

Today I find myself upset with self-righteous assholes who write beautiful entries spilling out the long forgotten demons of others. The past is the past, there is no reason to throw it out there all over again, especially when you dress it up as a feel good excursion ( Read more... )

I don't think I'll ever vote for a woman president. I've seen what PMS can do to the throughly rational. Would you vote for a skitzo guy? Nope. Though I supose I would vote for a post menopausal woman.

No matter what the case I could never be president. I'm let my heart control too much of me. That and I cry when I get flustered.

Today I am full of wonder. I feel as though the world is brand new to me. Every moment that I have happened upon has left me filled with awe. There is nothing special about today. The weather isn’t particularly pleasant, yet I find myself viewing the world though the eyes of a child. I could sit and ponder all the reasons for this blessing for ( Read more... )

I recently came across the web page of a man. An internet celebrity if you will. This self proclaimed asshole is nine years my senior, acts much like my younger brother and simply writes of his drunken and/or sexual adventures. He’s actually quite impressive because he’s done something with his life. He isn’t the typical eternal frat boy (there I ( Read more... )

Every so often when I have nothing better to occupy my mind with, I play a game. I cannot win this game. So, I suppose that I also cannot lose. But for me it is a little game none the less ( Read more... )