He told her.He doesn't have to tell me he did, other people have, even if they didn’t I would know. I can see the pure hate in her eyes. I wonder how long, before our little quartet becomes no more. How long before she can no longer hold it inside. How long before it’s eaten away at her and she explodes. If I was in her situation I don’t know how ( Read more... )

Today I find myself preoccupied with dreams. My dreams. As long as I can remember my dreams have been very real, extremely vivid and true to my actual life. My dreams have always provoked strong emotions. My dreams are sometimes questioned. “Was that really a dream ( Read more... )

I am in love. I have been in love for the past several years. Being is love is a plus as we have also been co-habitating (is that a word) for quite some time.
As I lay in bed this morning watching him get ready for work, the dull sunlight peaking through the blinds, I was reminded. Several weeks ago I while lurking through journals someone wrote ( Read more... )

"I used to be a coke addict for crying out loud and you let something like this bother you?"It doesn't matter what we were talking about. It doesn't matter that we were standing outside of a busted club in the ghetto capital of our state. It doesn’t matter that I said it to my boyfriend. It doesn’t matter that his best friend heard me. It doesn’t ( Read more... )

It's not cheating, but it almost feels that way ( Read more... )

I hate the way that others see me ( Read more... )

You may have noticed me on you friends list, hello. I rarely comment and never rock the boat. If you'd rather I not be there then tell me and I will go away. I mean no harm, I just want watch. I'm a people watcher.

I've decided to start over. My last journal was a fraud. Thoes thoughts were not my own, just the product of what you wanted me to think. I don't know who I mean by "you". I supose that I am just trying to shift the blame, I am after all, the one who was writing all of that. No one forced me. Nevermind that anyway. It is of no importance to me now ( Read more... )