I have my good days and bad days. Surprisingly, life goes on ( Read more... )

Today is not a good day ( Read more... )

It's surprising how life has just fallen into place ( Read more... )

I finally told my therapist about this journal ( Read more... )

I finally made my decision ( Read more... )

We had a talk once, when were you young and stupid. We had the talk so we could pretend that we were mature. Never in a million years did we ever think the outcome of that talk would ever have anything to do with our lives. We never even dreamed we would actually have to make the choice. We were young, selfish, and unstoppable, the decision was ( Read more... )

"They say it is a miracle that we all survived."Miracles apparently do not exist. A member of our party did not make it. Finally the physical pain I have been dealing with is outweighed by the emotional ( Read more... )

I thought life was great. I thought I appreciated everything I have. I thought I was living for today instead of tomorrow. I really did. I probably was, but just not on the level that I thought ( Read more... )

I really haven't been in a good place. Mentally I feel insanely unstable. I shouldn’t have anything to complain about. I love my job. I’m finally studying something in school that makes me feel whole. I am in a relationship with someone amazing. My relationship with my family is stronger then it’s ever been. Why do I feel so off ( Read more... )

I find myself in a strange place these days, a purgatory of sorts. In light of recent events, it’s been made clear to me that I have not survived my past as well as I would have liked. So I have ventured back into the world of therapy. Oddly enough I find myself comforted here. I can only assume it is because this world was once my entire life. ( Read more... )