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Today is not a good day.
Today I remember that though I do have friends surrounding and supporting me, I am still very alone in my plight.
Today I remember that waking up alone is the way it’s supposed to be.
Today I remember that the one person I opened up my heart to has been stolen from me.
Today I remember that I’m supposed to be over my grief and stress for the health of the baby.
Today I remember that I am ashamed that I have not done that yet.
Today I remember how carefree life once was, and that I may never have that back.
Today I remember how I never told him I loved him as much as I should have.
Today I remember all of the stupid “what ifs” I would rag on people for mulling over.
Here I am, doing just that.
I wish I could stop myself.
Today I remember that though I do have friends surrounding and supporting me, I am still very alone in my plight.
Today I remember that waking up alone is the way it’s supposed to be.
Today I remember that the one person I opened up my heart to has been stolen from me.
Today I remember that I’m supposed to be over my grief and stress for the health of the baby.
Today I remember that I am ashamed that I have not done that yet.
Today I remember how carefree life once was, and that I may never have that back.
Today I remember how I never told him I loved him as much as I should have.
Today I remember all of the stupid “what ifs” I would rag on people for mulling over.
Here I am, doing just that.
I wish I could stop myself.