i have been so mean latley
and i dont know why
i think im just tired of school people everything and it just annoys me more than usual
and im just finding out how dumb things are
i havetn done anything wrong so i dont know why i feel like i have and am secretly so upset about this
i dont want to dwell on it but i just didnt knoooow

Honest honest ( Read more... )

december was a pretty crazy month ( Read more... )

this winter break i kissed laughed ate chipotle a lot shopped cleaned drank cried(once) went to a counsler opened presents lap dance was depressed had fun sang danced watched the oc and such other things
new years eve was fun for about an hour before everything went wrong
oh gosh so many funny things until i was sick
but so many people took care of ( Read more... )

i keep doing things without really thinking
but im too scared to take a risk

retarddd

im stupid
and i dont blame certain people for getting upset with me
<3

i need to write write ( Read more... )

also
i love boys
im sorry i do! just love themmmm

grr im lonleeeeey ( Read more... )

i just feel like this needs to be said ( Read more... )