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[oahlee]

i just feel like this needs to be said
GAY
bleh
youre always going to like someone who doesnt like you back or someone is going to like you and you dont like them back or you might be lucky enough to sorta like someone who sorta likes you back and then you start one of those gayass obsessive dependent meaningless high school relationships
seriously the person you date in high school you most likley arent going to end up with or even talk to after its over
so i really just dont see the point
and im not even trying to be bitter right now im just feeling like its pointless
and also im so stressed
about formal about everything
not to mention
my freaking car is um broken
seriously i dont know what im going to do i am so dependent on that thing!!!
my mom wont letme drive her car and my dad car is way out of the question
it might be okay my dads going to look at it for me tomorrow so cross your fingers for me!
not to mention i can never find anything whrn i go shopping! and i feel bad when i make my mom pay for things plus my brother is going to formal plus my sister plus me
yea that is expensive!
i hate money
i should just be a protitute
anyways
really though i am dumb i dont know what i want or more like how i feel i change my mind like every single second
gbghrtg