Dec 17, 2005 16:17
i need to write write
not on this gay thing liek for reals write
because i havent in forever
so so much so many thing have happened that i just do not feel everyone needs to know!
i dont even know when the last time i updated this thing was
but formal was so so fun
so fun and im so glad i went
but you dont get to know what happened
yesterday was fun
me and jen are going to sonoma like for reals
scary it isnt exactly a short drive away
but i really want to get out of san diego because this is all i have known for my whole life and i feel trapped in it
and
i just want to see what else there is
boys
lets not even talk about that
i swear i am the dumbest person i know when it comes to that and i do the freaking dumbest things
i think i must have a split personality thing or something
anyways i freaking hate the junior class minus a hand full of people
they suck and i dont like most of them
dear lord at least i wont have to deal with that nxt year
i like how after everything zach wants to be my friend
everything is so different now im so over it i could care less if im "friends" with him or not
he doesnt matter to me anymore at all
and he is not a nice person or a sincere one and i just dont want him in my life
mmm
it is break
i need to christmas shop
i did absoultley nothing today and i loved it
minus going to jacks with julia
and now i have to work until like 11 30 im a little sad about that
grrr grrr grrr
i have to get shots on monday
im going to die im going to faint
i need to stop spending all ym money on food
i need to run
i christmas peeked yesterday
my mom bought me thongs
ha
my brother needs a girlfriend
my little one has one
they better not sex
i hate people sometimes
ie
juniors
im mean i dont care theyre assholes
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