how do i breathe.

im becoming quite the sucker for the romantic genre of movies.  fall break has placed way too much time on my hands.  and of course, i choose the best, productive choice to do with my free time...movies.  and so at the top of my tentative list is The Lakehouse.  and why, might you ask? who knows.  afterall, what kinda of story line ( Read more... )

what a day.  -_-
this has got to stop.  seeing it from the corner of my eye tears me apart inside.  a rush of what use to be came back only to overwhelm me.  all this from a far, id hate to think about what id be like up close.  5 seconds. no more, is all it took to bring me back to this empty state.  my thoughts havent deviated much since the ( Read more... )

goodness. its been a while. uhm. things are ok. been thoughtful lately ( Read more... )

the world is my effing playground and no one can stop me from throwing its sand.  damn straight. 
ha!  oh my.   well . spring is here and it seems to be ( Read more... )

goodness.  hi.  haha.  long time.  well.  lets see.  school is going well.  life is well.  and so am i.  tennis season is starting soon.  cant wait for that.  yes.  cant wait.  its been chilly lately and my head itches.  hoi cho is full of asians.  HA.  im dumb.  lol.  but yes.  i believe that is all.  good day to you lovely people. 

yawn.  school is almost out.  two more weeks.  ive been accepted somewhere.  i have somewhere to go.  its still weird to think that class of 05 is almost out.  feel like i still have 3 years to go.  haha.  goodness.  broncos are losing.  its 7 to 17.  suck bum yeah.  i got new shoes this weekend.  im excited.  haha.  yes!  ok bye.

hey kids.  im going to college.  =)

the nicest thing happened today. i walked in to AP Euro and sat down, and this girl behind me asked if she could tell me something. she gave me the nicest compliment that made my day. lol. but, knowing me, i cant take compliments. lol. i dont know how to take them at least. so ive resorted to just laughing, and managing a grateful thank you.

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guess what i did today.  i saved a life by giving blood.   rocked my socks. =]

eh.  my mommy left this morning and now theyre both half way across the world.  i do say that i miss them much.  butttttt.  ill live.  ive been so iffy lately.  cant quite put my finger on it as to whats pushing the button.