I hate life right now.

I am unsure of what to do or who to even talk to at this point. My grandmother has been refusing to eat lately, even though she is well enough to sit in a wheelchair again and go places around the healthcare center she is gradually going downhill. My mother is upset about it since she is afraid she is losing her. She has been having dreams about my ( Read more... )

half my spring break has gone by and i have done nothing but cry and get pissed at people. my grandmother is still in the hospital but because she isn't sick enough to stay there, she has to go to a nursing home for a few months for rehab. so far the one in bethel turned her down and the one in newtown is going to see her today. so far this spring ( Read more... )

so my grandmother is in the hospital because she had a mini stroke on friday. her right leg went cold and numb and there is some pain there. the drs want to keep her at the hospital for a few days. to make matters worse, my aunt, mom and uncle decided to not to cpr on her if she has another stroke or a heart attack while she is there because if ( Read more... )

so this break is starting off....well i don't really know how's it starting off but i'm not too happy about it. i come home to find that my grandmother can't feel her right leg. she says it's stiff and cold and numb. now this morning, my mom, aunt and uncle are taking her to the emergency room to get her leg checked out. they could be there for ( Read more... )

After my communications class today I will officially be on spring break. I don't know whether or not to be excited for it since I have nothing to do. I really don't want to sit at home all day and do nothing but catch up on some school work and I really don't want to spend most of my spring break driving back and forth from people's houses. Other ( Read more... )

i just need to get things off my chest. i don't know who to talk to anymore. this weekend was just horrible, my car wouldn't start on saturday. i was late for work, got yelled at while i was there because i didn't know something about what went on during the week and i forgot to take out some paper for him. sorry but i'm still learning the job and ( Read more... )

so it's finally the weekend and of course most of my friends went home. it's a little lonely here but at least there isn't any distractions since i got most of my work done. i was able to finish my western civilization papers and i got all of my research completed for my english paper. now all i have to do is write it which shouldn't be too hard. i ( Read more... )

So this weekend was a blast. I was hanging out with friends, got drunk, went clubbing, went to the beach, went to a bonfire and no matter how many showers I take I still smell the fire. Oh well. I wish the weekend didn't end since I don't feel like doing any work right now. I"m having a blast at Southern but I still miss the fun times I had at high ( Read more... )

This week has started off bad. I find out on the last day of my trip in DC that my friend has stomach cancer. I can't even think about it without crying. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to be here right now. I don't want to go to class. I just want to go somewhere and cry until I can't cry anymore. I want to go home. I want to go ( Read more... )