I'm glad the smoke smell is gone. Now if only everything else would calm down...

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Feeling pretty fidgetty today. I think I might see about taking a little walk about with Amira if she is up for it. She's adapting pretty well to my touching her, and she is getting more and more graceful every day, she even sometimes comes to me when I call to her...sometimes. I still can't believe my good fortune in life. A loving family, a ( Read more... )

I think I am about set for my little adventure. Things have been actually going better since I learned a bit more about my family here and there...fewer nightmares.

In a few weeks, I am going to go see what is left of my family home and old neighborhood. I'll admit I am a little nervous about going. But maybe someone knows something and can fill in ( Read more... )

I...

they....

Tezuka-san...I...I am going to find Jin. Sorry-

..well, I had an interesting week last week. It was mostly spent at my parent's home, they had really been wanting to see me. So I spent the week helping them get ready for the next planting and getting out some of the jarred foods. They made me my favorite dinner for my birthday though. And I got some new shirts, mine were getting a bit short, ( Read more... )

So...ah...it is interesting having a job. But I have found that keeping myself busy really helps with me worrying about Jin things. The job is nice since I am actually getting paid to do something I love, though it is strange having so many people around while I do it, and even more strange when I look up and see what it is I am playing for. A ( Read more... )

So apparently this Yule thing is a pretty big deal around here. I guess it does sound really nice....and since I'm unsure about the feeling about it in regards to my current situation, I think I will just do some simple gifts if nothing else to express my gratitude to the people that are in my life. Friends and family...

It sounds fun either way.

Things have been going alright.  I am learning a little about how to protect myself better by my real master thanks to a great trainer and wonderful man. I actually really enjoy the lessons, but I am really bad at getting the moves right and my balance is horrible. It is scary that the family feels I should know this stuff. Especially since it is a ( Read more... )

Still no word...and still nothing has changed. I think I might have to start planning something on my own.

But...then I might have to leave. And I have my family...and friends here.

I wish I could run this by someone, but my parents and the family would tell me I am being stupid and I should be patient.

Not that I could tell my parents anyway.  I ( Read more... )

I'm getting restless and I want to go back there. I need to. But I don't want to get in trouble again...and make people worry. But I'm worried. I don't know what to do.

Jin: Are you okay? Please contact me?