sweet dreams are made of these
So...ah...it is interesting having a job. But I have found that keeping myself busy really helps with me worrying about Jin things. The job is nice since I am actually getting paid to do something I love, though it is strange having so many people around while I do it, and even more strange when I look up and see what it is I am playing for. A number of people say they like how I play though...so that is nice. For now I am keeping the violin a secret from Mistress...somehow it feels wrong playing that for someone other than my family, the Tezuka's, and Sakaki-sensei.
I was shocked to hear that she actually tried to make them an offer on buying me. Apparently it was quite a bit too. More than what I would have needed to buy Jin. Im really touched that the family refused to sell me. I still feel a bit guilty though about keeping it a secret and them having to learn like that...they are such wonderful people.
Between training and trying to learn ferocity still, helping with my Master Tezuka-sama's garden, my classes and my job I have been very busy lately and neglected working on my penmanship with the quills. And it helps to keep so exhausted that I can sleep some. Lately I have been having horrible nightmares about fires and screaming people lately. I don't think I have screamed much, at least no one int he household has made any mention of it...
(ooc: Stirkes are scratched out, but the odd word here and there may be legible if anyone looks hard enough.)