i am getting more bitter and withdrawn as time goes on and i don't like the person i'm turning out to be. it seems i only use this journal to complain but i guess if it stops me from complaining in real life then that is a good thing. there are too many people i miss right now, there is too much stuff i need to be doing, and there is not enough ( Read more... )

i am sick and i feel vaguely unfulfilled. something is missing. i am guessing it is snacks. there needs to be more snacks in my house. snacks for everyone!

i started out having a shitty day because i had stuff hanging over my head from school. then once that got over with i was in a really fantastic mood for a good while. then later this evening i had some pretty upsetting news and now i'm miserable. rollercoaster wit no brakes by golly.

there are horns blowing. it is a mexican standoff with faint voices on the air. they are crying "go. go and be free. these are gin infested waters and you are not welcome here." drums beat in unison on my temples and my teeth crack and bleed out. we are songs! we are jokes! a rallying call to forth tither and fro hither and dither as we dilly dally ( Read more... )

it's funny, this has been one of the longest and most difficult summers of my life, but with the last few days coming up i find myself wanting more time. i just wish i spent more time with all y'all. ah well, i will see you again. perhaps some time before winter break even.

i haven't seen a lot of you in a while and i hope you are well.

i was drunk on tuesday night and fell head first into some pavement. scraped up my face a bit and got myself a concussion. i don't remember it happening at all, i just dreamed of blood and woke up to a throbbing headache. it is kind of a dumb thing to happen but also kind of hilarious. i am a genius pretty much ( Read more... )

i am holding out for an escape to richmond but i am worried that my problems will follow me there. at least i have a chance for a new start with a change in scenery and pace. meanwhile i will continue to live as decently as i am able and hope for the best. it will be helpful to show myself patience and understanding. it is very easy for me to ( Read more... )

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home alone for the next week or so, you should give me a ring as i will probably be lonely. OR LIVING IT UP WHOO ( Read more... )