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home alone for the next week or so, you should give me a ring as i will probably be lonely. OR LIVING IT UP WHOO!
no seriously nothing has changed. except i cooked a steak for myself! it was just right and i was proud.
also i somehow manage to turn the smallest things into just terrible situations. but whatever, the times they are a changin'. i feel myself changin' too.
nah things feel different in a very uncomfortable and cold way but at the same time i can feel the possibility of good things.
it is very hard for me to communicate because i feel tangled initially and then i send that garbled message out into static. i scrape by though and reach out in whatever ways i can.
haha what is this? ugh. i feel like a less eloquent Lucky just spoutin' whatever nonsense comes into my head. this isn't intentionally off key nor is it for effect. it is me sincerely trying to express my feelings and ideas and i just can't seem to do so. i've had this weird block up for some time now, it's why my journal entries have mostly been one line or a video for some time.
haha god bless it. whatever.
we should all b-boy more often.
no seriously nothing has changed. except i cooked a steak for myself! it was just right and i was proud.
also i somehow manage to turn the smallest things into just terrible situations. but whatever, the times they are a changin'. i feel myself changin' too.
nah things feel different in a very uncomfortable and cold way but at the same time i can feel the possibility of good things.
it is very hard for me to communicate because i feel tangled initially and then i send that garbled message out into static. i scrape by though and reach out in whatever ways i can.
haha what is this? ugh. i feel like a less eloquent Lucky just spoutin' whatever nonsense comes into my head. this isn't intentionally off key nor is it for effect. it is me sincerely trying to express my feelings and ideas and i just can't seem to do so. i've had this weird block up for some time now, it's why my journal entries have mostly been one line or a video for some time.
haha god bless it. whatever.
we should all b-boy more often.