happy fifth of july you fucks.

it is nice to feel like i am not trying to earn anyone's approval with the things that i have been doing. i feel like i am living as honestly as i am able right now and as difficult as it is it also has a sense of freedom that i enjoy. of course, i only feel more free and only think that i am acting on my own behalf. the reality is probably far ( Read more... )

Does anyone in here get hit with inside fever ( Read more... )

i need to see people. i will get on that this week/weekend. this one sure was a bust. ah well!

And wanting nothing, regretting nothing, Peters smiled gratefully at life - running past, indifferent, ungrateful, treacherous, mocking, meaningless, alien - marvelous, marvelous, marvelous ( Read more... )

there's some stuff i need to work out still hangin' on like a gremlin just a tearin' through my wings but i just had the best dream of my life i think and it was me watching a future length batman film and then avoiding becoming a prison bitch.

i am probably going to be in frederick on saturday during the day through sunday evening or so if anyone wants to chill. i will call peoples, i promise!

WE CAN BUILD GOD DAMNED MOUNTAINS.

i overdosed on sleeping pills impulsively a week ago. it was weird to go to sleep thinking that you're going to die and to wake up not knowing where you were or how you got there. spent last week in a psych ward. mostly just played chess with a 59 year old dude named george and try to be able to function on the meds they put me on. still kind of ( Read more... )