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i am holding out for an escape to richmond but i am worried that my problems will follow me there. at least i have a chance for a new start with a change in scenery and pace. meanwhile i will continue to live as decently as i am able and hope for the best. it will be helpful to show myself patience and understanding. it is very easy for me to forgive others but i just can't seem to forgive myself. weirdly honest posts lately, dunno if i like it or not. maybe it helps to blather on like this? i dunno.