people want to protest in huge numbers because someone disrespected their religion, im all for it and i don't even have to agree. my problem is with the violence, which i think we can all agree is pretty ridiculous ( Read more... )

and i have no idea what to do ( Read more... )

i have no idea where to begin( this is the part where the ones who hate reading liong entries sigh and move on to the next friend ( Read more... )

so here i sit again. since i used the last few entries in here as a means of getting things about olga off my chest, i will does so one last time. and then you will here about my zanny adventures since ( Read more... )

so i've spent a few days dealing with some new facts that have been brought to my attention... olga had been engaged to be married a month an a half after we broke up... sure it's tough but it's ok. we both new her and i were not right and i would have made the same decisions i even if i did know the out come ( Read more... )

i'll just start where it's fresh in my brain and work my way back. tonight was the last time i'll see anna nakajima for a long time. she's been a friend for only a couple of years but she's one of the greatest people i'll ever know. the sad part is she doesn't want to leave but she feels that her options are exhausted. anna, frank(her boyfriend), ( Read more... )

i now know i live across the hall from a crackhead. i think i live next door to a pimp. and last night, while waiting for the bus, i heard this guy telling a story to the police. He met up with this girl and some dude and the girl wanted to kick it. so he's at their place, he's making out with this chick. turns out it's not a chick. so the guy gets ( Read more... )

and i was beging to worry that i only wrote here when i had stuff to bitch about. Hmmm... in no particular order, this is how the past six days have gone. i had arabic food today for lunch and i'm thinking of going to to the same place for dinner. my mp3 player came back fromrepair getting ed, went to a going away party for my friend anna-had a ( Read more... )

i've been in long term relationships, for the most part, since i was 19. so this whole single adult thin is really new to me. i feel like a naive little kid all over again while everyone around me seems to have the hang of it. people make less sense now than they ever have. the games people play, jumping through hoops. maybe i don't know what i'm ( Read more... )

i exchanged messages with olga today. i finally heard what i needed to hear. it is over. the part of this that has been so agaonizing is the small embers of hope that have been smuldering inside me. i have been trying to stamp them out. i've even had notes all over my aprtment reminding me of why i moved uot, and that it is over. now, the embers ( Read more... )