out with the old. in with the new.
so here i sit again. since i used the last few entries in here as a means of getting things about olga off my chest, i will does so one last time. and then you will here about my zanny adventures since.
so i have this dream about her one night. i'm visiting her and her husband's home. we had decided to try and be friends. when i get there, cooked eggs are everywhere! she askes me to try a hardboiled egg. i say no but she insists. so, i try one since it meant so much to her. it tasted aweful. i spit it out into the trash can. then, i ask where her husband is(keep in mind that this is still a dream). she says he's in the backyard. so, i go out there to hang with him for a minute. he was this short, stocky guy with tatoos and a goatee. wierd. so, i wake up. it's then that i realised that i'm better off never seeing her or speaking to her again. it was also that morning that she tried to call my home. i wasn't there so she got the machine. wierd, still. about a week later, she catches me at home. we talk for a bit. tell her how pissed i was and how much it hurt me that she blew me off the way she did after i stuck through all her emotional issues. then, i tell her about the dream. i knew what the eggs were all about. eggs= fertility=family and children. she wanted that life with me but i didn't. but the husband thing i didn't quite get. so, she helped out with that part. turns out, she did get married to a short, stocky guy with tatoos and a goatee. yeah, wierd. but it gets wierder. then, she begins to tell how she can't stop thinking about me and she's been dreaming about me for the past two weeks. then, she confesses that she is still very much in love with me and she hopes to grow to feel as comfortable with this guy that she married. the next day, there was a message from a friend of hers. the friend didn't actually call to talk. she dialed my number (accidentally?) and i could over here their conversation on my answering machine. her friend was trying to convence olga to com back to me all the while olga was cryin her guts out. we had another conversation after that. more of an intervention than anything else. i'm sure she heard it from everyone else. but i was conserned that she wasn't sure what she was doing. she agreed but said she'll sleep in the bed she makes. then, she tried to convence me(and herself) that she was better off never speaking to me again. i asked if that were the case, then why did she call me. she couldn't give a real answer. so, i said if she really feels that way, after i hang up she should erase my phone numbers and never call me again.
done, done, and DONE.
so, things i've been up to(not in chronological order) got hooked up with a lot of old friends via the interweb. went to my first titty-bar in minnieapolis. no big deal but the novelty was ok. got a $181 speeding ticket in Wisconsin. went through my first super slutty phase for a little while. lots of sex and making out(yeah, i didn't know i could do it either). made several new, awesome friends that will make it difficult to leave here when i do. met an awesome girl named fauna at a party. we hangout mucho. spent new years in new orleans. I LOVE THAT TOWN!!! cooking a lot of great food. been working several freelance jobs to stay afloat- camera at a hospital for a kids game show, lighting tech at a super swanky night club, camera, editing, motion graphics, and DVD design for a company out in the burbs, animation for another company out in the burbs... and so on and so on.
so, there. here i am. saying hello again. take this in. and here from me soon... (i guess with my track record, that means another three monthes). i want barbeque!!!
so i have this dream about her one night. i'm visiting her and her husband's home. we had decided to try and be friends. when i get there, cooked eggs are everywhere! she askes me to try a hardboiled egg. i say no but she insists. so, i try one since it meant so much to her. it tasted aweful. i spit it out into the trash can. then, i ask where her husband is(keep in mind that this is still a dream). she says he's in the backyard. so, i go out there to hang with him for a minute. he was this short, stocky guy with tatoos and a goatee. wierd. so, i wake up. it's then that i realised that i'm better off never seeing her or speaking to her again. it was also that morning that she tried to call my home. i wasn't there so she got the machine. wierd, still. about a week later, she catches me at home. we talk for a bit. tell her how pissed i was and how much it hurt me that she blew me off the way she did after i stuck through all her emotional issues. then, i tell her about the dream. i knew what the eggs were all about. eggs= fertility=family and children. she wanted that life with me but i didn't. but the husband thing i didn't quite get. so, she helped out with that part. turns out, she did get married to a short, stocky guy with tatoos and a goatee. yeah, wierd. but it gets wierder. then, she begins to tell how she can't stop thinking about me and she's been dreaming about me for the past two weeks. then, she confesses that she is still very much in love with me and she hopes to grow to feel as comfortable with this guy that she married. the next day, there was a message from a friend of hers. the friend didn't actually call to talk. she dialed my number (accidentally?) and i could over here their conversation on my answering machine. her friend was trying to convence olga to com back to me all the while olga was cryin her guts out. we had another conversation after that. more of an intervention than anything else. i'm sure she heard it from everyone else. but i was conserned that she wasn't sure what she was doing. she agreed but said she'll sleep in the bed she makes. then, she tried to convence me(and herself) that she was better off never speaking to me again. i asked if that were the case, then why did she call me. she couldn't give a real answer. so, i said if she really feels that way, after i hang up she should erase my phone numbers and never call me again.
done, done, and DONE.
so, things i've been up to(not in chronological order) got hooked up with a lot of old friends via the interweb. went to my first titty-bar in minnieapolis. no big deal but the novelty was ok. got a $181 speeding ticket in Wisconsin. went through my first super slutty phase for a little while. lots of sex and making out(yeah, i didn't know i could do it either). made several new, awesome friends that will make it difficult to leave here when i do. met an awesome girl named fauna at a party. we hangout mucho. spent new years in new orleans. I LOVE THAT TOWN!!! cooking a lot of great food. been working several freelance jobs to stay afloat- camera at a hospital for a kids game show, lighting tech at a super swanky night club, camera, editing, motion graphics, and DVD design for a company out in the burbs, animation for another company out in the burbs... and so on and so on.
so, there. here i am. saying hello again. take this in. and here from me soon... (i guess with my track record, that means another three monthes). i want barbeque!!!