Well.. just recently got back from a week long trip to Disney World with the 'rents and my daughter (son and hubby stayed home since he's so little, the son not the hubby)... It was fun. I kept my skeptical attitude, seeing ways that the big D is trying to skeeve my money etc, for about a day and a half. I was nearly assimilated... (small world ( Read more... )

How can it still have such a hold over me ( Read more... )

It's been a long time... and no one really reads this anyway (that doesn't already hear me bitch in real life ) so it really doesn't matter ( Read more... )

how can you be so happy and depressed at once ( Read more... )

Why do I randomly feel myself slipping into depression again. There is no reason for this what so ever. Life is good, hubby is good, kids are great, job is ok. Maybe all the propaganda is working... I keep seeing/hearing how everyone's life is so great and wonderful I'm starting to feel like mine is a piece of shit. There is no reason for the way ( Read more... )

I know I said I would write but hey, I've got a newborn ( Read more... )

But hey... what can ya do....

Baby by appointment... it's kind of nifty. I'll tell you for certain once its all over and I'm back home.

It will be a few days but a break from things will be ok with me. Some time to be able to constructively focus on other things is good.

Catch you guys when I'm back home...

I swear I have the most laid back OB/GYN ever. I thought the doc I had before was a little nonchalant but dear god. By this point in my last pregnancy I had had another ultrasound, the guy at least felt my belly to see if he could figure out what way the kid was facing and had done at least one internal exam. I'm down to once a week appointments ( Read more... )

Ok, well I have a myspace account. met up with a lot of old friends there (some I didn't necessarily want to run into again but thats ok). I even keep an eye on a couple of groups there. Well I was reading some topics on a group there about body mods... and I couldn't quite see what this chic's picture was so I clicked on it ( Read more... )

Its been a while so why not write huh ( Read more... )