I missed Brooke today. I was in Hesters room at Spirit Square and I saw this piece of hers. It made me want a hug really baddly. I didn't expect to miss anyone all THAT much. But I really really miss Brooke right now. She was always such a wonderful art buddy. Supportive, but gave good constructive critisim. She was growing. Trying new things. I ( Read more... )

I had a pretty groovy day ( Read more... )

Mmm i can now add Ben Shaver to the long list of people who've made me cry. Not on purpose, and he will never know unless he reads this. ahh the beauty of the internet as a form of communication. I cried because Ben can do all those things that I can't seem to do. Obviously not for a lack of trying. I'm sure I'll get over this, just like I got over ( Read more... )

This is my soul on paper ( Read more... )

I'm in LE's room in LE's dress. Sometimes I feel like my subconious hates me. So I guess part of me hates myself. But then, sometimes the thought that maybe everything around me is a manifestation of my subconcious is the only things that keeps me going ( Read more... )

I just got a cat bath from Opal. One of the cats next door decided that my elbows were tasty. Someone finally listened to me ( Read more... )

I was thinking about JLLY. about the swing at sky high. About sitting next to him and feeling. just feeling. not worrying. just feeling. About how when i'm with him I never worry about anything. how i'm okay with just sitting there, existing. When I want to dance I want JLLY to be there. When a book makes me cry I want to share it with him. When I' ( Read more... )

I'm going to be an art teacher. I don't think I can discribe accurately how it feels to build relationships with these 8th graders. I've only been around them 3 weeks and I already love some of them. There is this girl named Olivia. She's beautiful and her art is relitively good. She sits next to Charlotte, although I wish she didn't. Charlotte is ( Read more... )

Did I mention that I love my dad? he said that in such a "words of wisdom" way ( Read more... )

I really wish that ben and watson could be friends. It's so impossible sounding.. It just kind of hurts my soul to know how awful she feels. She's so sensitive. It makes her voice beautiful, her words inspireing, and her thoughts creative. (hehe parrallel construction.) She isn't desenzitized like the rest of us. And when it comes to Ben, that is ( Read more... )