Sep 17, 2005 23:34
I was thinking about JLLY. about the swing at sky high. About sitting next to him and feeling. just feeling. not worrying. just feeling. About how when i'm with him I never worry about anything. how i'm okay with just sitting there, existing. When I want to dance I want JLLY to be there. When a book makes me cry I want to share it with him. When I'm inspired, I want to pass that energy on to him. About all my memories. so I wrote this for JLLY.
pulsing aurora borealis
it's all about this line up
straight to my thoughts
and zig zag to my art
"this is the way we feel unique"
all the brilliance of your
space of time
it's a white white highlight of my day
just please don't worry
and don't apologize
so I can just watch you walk
towards my laugh
and hover birdlike
over the struggles on my surface
they have the genius
but they don't have the comfort
the pillow's poetry of voice
I feel when I'm with you
but those good vibrations
don't come out of sour notes
plucked by clinched hands
even as fine as yours
there is an irrational answer
to all your questions of value
and there may be some way to solve it
by waking back up to the dream in you
the dance under starlight
the trees of leaves overhead
our laughter in that swing
that kissed space between
that soft cloud and your touch
And the movement of your thoughts
on all things that matter
because you make me laugh
and smile at my lack of everything not you