wow...its been over a year since ive posted.
looking back and reading all that nonsense
it seems so trivial. im now living in virgina
missing home and hector....gah he's such
a great friend, and a nice guy, and humble,
and one time he rescued a small child and
a helpless puppy from iminent doom. he
gives money to the homeless, and volunteers
at a food ( Read more... )

i tell you i love the way you sing.
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imissyou'snotenough

i dread going back to school,
but i would prabably hate it
even more if things stayed
as boring and confusing as
they currently are. bleh.

ahhh...i feel so tired all the time.
maybe its a lack of motivation.
i just feels like i have no real 
reason to do ( Read more... )

right here in eachothers arms.

bleh...
so, im back from honduras and life is as confusing as ever.
it's so wierd. you pray for guidance and strength but then
things happen that seem to force you in two different directions.
im not sure what that means or what to think. : (
But i suppose i just have to put my faith in God and wait it out.

i feel like a liar and a hypocrite.
but then again i suppose everyone is.
everything was going just as planned.
but once again i did something to mix it all up.
however, im not sure i regret it.
but i do regret the consequences
and the pain i caused.
then again it has caused me to re-examine
my life, choices, relationships, especially
my relationship with ( Read more... )

wow...
it's been a while.
im all grown up...i suppose.
i went to the beach. that was fun.
i have a wierd tan now. 
kenneth's all moved up to greensboro.
thats kind of sad, but im happy for him.
mostly all i do is hang out with him and hector.
and i work ALOT!

i leave for camp tomarrow.
im very excited and very ready for a change
of scenery. then ill be back ( Read more... )

a correspondence between two former friends...

hmm...this is slightly awkward.
However, i just wanted to say
that I'm sorry about all the bull
shit. I'm so glad you graduated
and I hope you go to college and
become something wonderful.
I'm still just trying to change
someones life and I hope I didn't
fuck up too much of yours.

well, I suppose I'll ( Read more... )

hmm...
graduation was boring.
it was nice to see my family (the extended ones).
i  love kenny and his off beat party.
the wedding was...i don't know but
im glad kenny and hector came :D
the job search is on but i have my 
doubts...::sigh::

things are changing
i hope im ready.
i will miss things...kind of.
im not sure.....
nvm.

sometimes i strongly dislike my ( Read more... )

yeah we do, yeah we do...

so life is full of excitement.
graduations parties weddings
cake good friends and good times...

im slightly scared but i think im
ready for something new. its about
time i made some changes. i just
pray things work out for the best.

(:D)

there's like 14 people staying at
my house :X so tonight i sleep on
the couch.

my one desire for ( Read more... )

so this is me...

(:D)

turning over a new leaf.

ahh i <3 spring.
i hate school though.
spring break has been a total bust.
i have school the whole time.
and NO one will be here for
my birthday b.c. its on freaking
EASTER!!!
but the plus is that 
ANNE ELIZABETH WEAVER
might just grace me with her 
presence this friday!!!

btw.
i almost had an opportunity
to do my mandatory school
co-op in WALES for three 
months ( Read more... )