the dumbing down of love...
a correspondence between two former friends...
hmm...this is slightly awkward.
However, i just wanted to say
that I'm sorry about all the bull
shit. I'm so glad you graduated
and I hope you go to college and
become something wonderful.
I'm still just trying to change
someones life and I hope I didn't
fuck up too much of yours.
well, I suppose I'll never see you
again so I guess all I really wanted
to say was goodbye and good luck.
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ive always felt that things happen for a reason alot of the things that i wanted back then arent what i want now. Ive never not liked you and i always thought you were a good friend but sometimes things just get fucked up and thats how it goes. i guess what im trying to say is i have no regrets and i wish you the best. All i wanted and all i want is to be happy and right now im happy and i guess i wouldnt feel this way if things didnt go the way they did. im really sorry for what i did to you and i know you deserve better well good luck to ya and i guess this is it! later .
so anyways, i just felt that deserved a place in the good ol' lj. not sure why but there it is.
anyhow, today felt rather pointless. all my plans fell through. I didn't do what i said i would simply because i was lazy. I didn't follow up with the job search. that whole staff meeting thing was bull because things will never change and people really don't care. i sat outside kenny's house for like 20 min. and i didn't get my father anything for father's day. im not a very good daughter, sigh... let me stop being emo.
well atleast im going to the beach monday even if i do have to come home early to work. so ill be all alone wednesday through friday.
hi me up if you wanna hang out.
haha i just realized that you kenneth earl williams jr. are the only person that will read this that actually live anywhere remotely close to me so basically lets hang out this week. in fact, i am about to call you on your house phone just like you said.