Comments | nmalfoy: So. 2012 in review.

nmalfoy

So. 2012 in review.

Jan 13, 2013 22:06

For those of you who follow me on FB, nothing new here. But for the rest of you... well, 2012 was, BY FAR, the worst year of my life ( Read more... )

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zorb January 14 2013, 04:30:59 UTC

You definitely deserve that cruise! I'm so sorry you had to go through that and so very happy that you were able to get help.

If you have room in your SF trip plans, I'd love to see you both, but enjoy it either way.

nmalfoy January 14 2013, 04:59:39 UTC

Are you in San Francisco? That would be excellent!

zorb January 14 2013, 05:30:14 UTC

Close enough to swing through. :-)

starcrossedgirl January 14 2013, 08:42:59 UTC

Oh, wow! I am so sorry you had to go through all of that - it sounds absolutely horrendous. Really glad that you had the friends there to support you, though, even if asking for help was tough. Here's to 2013 being much, much easier on you!

nmalfoy January 14 2013, 22:58:46 UTC

Amen. New Year's Eve I was like 2012 CAN KISS MY ASS. And to add to the fun, I've put on 20 pounds over the past year, thanks to prednisone and not being able to move. Yay. Some people say there's a reason I went through all that.. Maybe someday I will know. Or maybe shit just happens. Going to see a friend who is a therapist tomorrow to help me deal with the aftermath, now that physically I'm in pretty good shape.

madlori January 14 2013, 15:06:43 UTC

I was just thinking about you the other day, that I hadn't seen you here for a long time and was hoping you were okay. I'm so glad to hear that things are looking up for you - I'm terribly sorry you went through such an ordeal and beyond glad that you didn't harm yourself, that you were able to get help. Hugs!

nmalfoy January 14 2013, 23:00:53 UTC

It was truly sucky, and you should have seen me in the hospital (lots of funny pics on my FB timeline). I was, when I woke from surgery, a COMPLETELY different person. My FB photo was taken from a melodrama I was in in May (sheer determination got me to stand and walk on that stage and I did a lot of stomping around onstage too, but I had a job to do) and I can see, in my face, the tenseness from the constant pain. But not any more!

justsonya January 14 2013, 18:14:07 UTC

*hugs and so much love*

nmalfoy January 14 2013, 23:01:21 UTC

*huggles* Thank you so much.

sistermagpie January 14 2013, 21:40:30 UTC

What a horrible, frustrating ordeal! You've earned the cruise of a lifetime!

nmalfoy January 14 2013, 22:56:46 UTC

I can't decide if it was worse physically, emotionally, or spiritually. God must not love us, as they say, because if he did he wouldn't put someone through something like that. But it's over, and yes, I am going to take this cruise, and drink drinks with umbrellas and snorkel and lay on the beach and eat whatever the fuck I want! And shop at the ports, of course.