I'm home surfing the internet for homeopathic treatments for migraines and I ended up at The New England Journal of Homeopathy Fall 1996, Vol.5 No.4) written by Frank W. Gruber, MD.  It's an interesting and thought provoking read. Sometimes being easily distracted is a good thing!  The article didn't answer my question but it did offer me a ( Read more... )

If you've ever awoke from anesthesia you know the sound of that voice.  As some nurses face peers over you, shaking you gently.  Urging you to wake the hell up so they can wheel you into recovery.  The voice kind of sounds far off, distant and kind of echoish.

Today I decided it's about time people had some inkling of what I sound like. I thought I ( Read more... )

I'm trying on a less is more kind of philosophy.  I'm not the first to do this and I'm sure I won't be the last.  Little by little and section by section - I am going through my things and sorting them into piles to be donated, sold or recycled.

I'm letting go of the things I sort of like, the things I like a lot and opting to only keep the things ( Read more... )

I've been keeping to myself for the last several months.  Living in  isolation and solitude with the exception of my sister, Tanya, whom I see 2 to 3 times a month.  Periods of solitude and some heavy duty introspection are  things that bring about positive and healthy changes in the way I behave, think and approach life.  I wish this process could ( Read more... )

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I was just given a taste of the unattainable.  Dreams can be so cruel.  I had one of those pu-r-r-rfect sex dreams that left me desirous for more.  So I went right back to sleep and picked up where the dream left off.  Actually I couldn't get back to sleep but wouldn't it be great if one could do that?  No, what would be great is waking up to rein- ( Read more... )

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Upon final review the Prosecuting Attorney/DA decided not to pursue my case. I had a good cry and then turned my attention toward the future.

THE POSITIVE SIDE OF THIS - I AM FREE
No more living my life under a microscope. I can write in my journal, create, share and express myself artistically.

SAFEGUARDS ARE NOW IN PLACEMy former therapist ( Read more... )

"The Gift of Fear" is a book that a sensitive and kind detective recommended I read. It's changing my life. I've learned fear can cripple or empower me - it's my choice ( Read more... )