okkkayy so heres an happy journal just for Miss Meghan...

Happy happy happy happy happpy.

lol so im hangin out with all those ppl i loveeeee SOO MUCH.
and yeah ryan too lol.

<3WHITNEY
<3CINDERELLA
<3MmMmmMmm

this whole deal is either gonna make or break me..
i can tell cause ive never felt so messed up inside.
He brings me sooo High && sooo Low...i hate love...
but id give anything in the world at this point for it.
to just be genuwinly happy again...

You better shape up...
Cause i need a Man*
&& mY heart is set On You<33 ( Read more... )

i dont even know ( Read more... )

rough few days...yeah thats all i can say...
cause im missing the words to make myself feel whole again..

"Nothing stays the same..
with every lost you'll find a gain,
i'm searching for a new hope
love comes quick but it fades slow

and i have a select few people
who have been my saviors lately.
you know who you are. iloveyouss<3

&& she's just rolling ( Read more... )

you think it would get easier...
but it doesn't...
and im so alone with these songs in my head...

*im giving up on love,
HEY!?!..loves given up on me

today was okay.
yeah skool is okay.
lol daddy fixed my car :):)
then work..then home..im dead.

MEG && LINDSAY CAME BY SKOOL TO SAY HI.
<<33 LOVE THOSE GIRLS <<33 lol

if you were mine?
id be your everything.

" ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

soo yeah last night SUCKED.
...duh...

not gonna get into it alot.
cause id rather not remeber but yeah.

text'd call'd im'd just about everythin
to get ahold of that boy last night but
it just wasnt my night i guess.

yeah cryed myself to sleep.
at least i did sleep.

yup. i guess theres nothing i can do.
how do u convince someone you care,
that doesnt ( Read more... )

okay so today was good. ALMOST. just listen.

-skipped skool cause kates mom rocks
n called me n her out. BUTTT i still woke up
and got ready then headed to kates. picked up kelly from skool.
then we went back to kates and slept till like 11! :)
then derek came over & we all got ready.
[insert drama here] thanks to kaykay haha
then we went to debs and ( Read more... )

sooo this week of skool was short and flew by. thank the heavens lol ( Read more... )

soo listen up, heres a story ( Read more... )