i cant cry because i know thats weakness in your eyes..
okay so today was good. ALMOST. just listen.
-skipped skool cause kates mom rocks
n called me n her out. BUTTT i still woke up
and got ready then headed to kates. picked up kelly from skool.
then we went back to kates and slept till like 11! :)
then derek came over & we all got ready.
[insert drama here] thanks to kaykay haha
then we went to debs and shopped :) got a cute hat n earrings.
then ran into some UMMMM..."people" yeahhh. funnystuff.
then i dropped everyone off.
and headed over to work && totally filled up my gas tank :).
work was good. yeahhh. kinda.
got home
&& DIED.
nate broke up with me ONE day b4 our one month and the COHEED concert....it was over the stupiddest shit i have ever heard in my life. something about me & chris hooking up..which is the bigggest lie i have ever heard...dude i spend all my time with nate...i wicked care about him and him and everyone knew he was the only one i wanted to be with....yeah i hung with chris the other day BUT IT WASNT ALONE. not even for a second. nate can ask anyone. nothing happened. thats sooo far fetched. its sooo shady. i dont know whats going on with him. or who the fuck would do this is shitt. but whoever is trying to ruin my life is doing a pretty good job. im so upset cause i really haven't done anything but...care about him and try to give him the world. maybe thats where i went wrong...being to nice...caring to much...i suck...i gotta go i cant deal with this...
i would have given you the world**
but i guess thats not what you want**
would i still have you if i didnt care?
if i tried to break your heart just like the other chicks**
=[
&& when you start to miss me,
just remember your the one that let me go..
*you'll always be my baby
10*15*05??
♥