everythings so blurry

[night_gremlin]

i dont even know.
theres so much going on in my head.
im lost.
im alone.
i give up.
i really dont even care anymore.
thats the sad part.

im fine one minute.
im crying the next.
that cant be a good sign.

gymnastics is started again. joy???
MY LIFE>>> sckool,work,gymnastics,homeowrk,sleep.
ahhhh. sooo overwhelmed. got so much shit to do.
n i need to work more...but i have no time. wtf.

I adore my friends.
yaknowwhoyouare.
if it wasnt for them,
id just like shoot myself n be done with it.
lol

ill never get this love shit right.
it hurts sooo bad....

Baby all i want for christmas is you**
(&& and i cant wait for christmas to be over...yeah)

need some sleep.
_Whitney