Dec 05, 2005 23:29
this whole deal is either gonna make or break me..
i can tell cause ive never felt so messed up inside.
He brings me sooo High && sooo Low...i hate love...
but id give anything in the world at this point for it.
to just be genuwinly happy again...
You better shape up...
Cause i need a Man*
&& mY heart is set On You<33
i need a change.
idk? i need something inside.
someone to hold me...even if they dont love me..
i look around and everything really isnt that bad.
but yet i feel so cold and weak and tired and alone...
it never ends.
gymnastics is killin me. its gonna be a long season.
but i decided to stick it out. tough shit. im gettin sick ALOT.
and idk? trying not to eat as much?..maybe ill get skinny..lol
MEGHAN WHITE <33 i cant even tell you people,
to walk through the situations that we have,
and to end up with a bestfriend out of it..
its amazing. this girl is amazing. no word of a lie.
were like the same person....<3 <3 <3 her.
*hope u feel better doll*
n KATE MACK<3 i love you hunny.
you are my bestfriend since like 2nd grade.
and untill the end of time.babybirds forever.
&& KAYBOO...i effin missed you.
so glad ur back in my life. i love you dear.
On one aspect. im okay. i love him. n my friends are amazing.
on the other aspect. im dying. && waiting.. && untrusting?
yeahhh been chillin with the lover<3 Misshim*
...MEG<3 BROTHER<3 PAULIE<3 KATE<3 KAY<3 ESTEBAN<3 KYRA<3
gonna chill with manda this weeekend hopefully?? <3 lol
yeah thats basically my life.
moms BIRTHDAY IS FRIDAY.
fuzzy's gettin her a card. howww sweeet:)
yeah so prob going shopin tommorw.
n organizing the plans. lol
but im happy chrismas is commming.
i love this season. hope im happy.
PRAYING FOR NO SKOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!
Goodnight.