People dont start out as your family; they become it. Nick recently asked himself what family is. He then shared with me some of his thoughts. Unknowingly i have continued to create thoughts of my own on the topic ( Read more... )

"you have been sprinting to middle age ( Read more... )

so ive been singing whenever im in my room, or while in my car, because it helps me get out all the depression ive been going through. im coming from a relationship that ended very abruptly, and ive been without renee for long periods of time, both making me feel very alone with no way of escaping it ( Read more... )

i feel wicked drained lately. i havent given myself much sleep, mostly cuz i keep trying to stay awake long enough that renee will be at school before her class and we can talk for about 1/2 hour. that means me staying up til 3:30, when her class starts. plus i havent been eating nearly as much, and its starting to get to me. im going grocery ( Read more... )

that sounds so weird, lol. i mean especially with how hard i was taking it when tiff first broke up with me. but now i dont even consider "keeping myself available for tiff in case she changes her mind" cuz i know, its not gonna happen. and im cool with that... that kinda weirds me out from time to time, too. but i think about it as she is looking ( Read more... )

ive been feeling pretty happy lately. i think mostly because the whole tiff thing has passed through me, and now i dont worry about it. but what has also been keeping me happy is seeing how socially involved i am with other peoples lives. obviously this is most with nick, dan, and andrew. but i also think of dj, even though i dont see it anywhere ( Read more... )

fuckin california. im sure if youre reading this youve already read nicks entry. i know i have. i really do think it would be great. my sister apparently not so much, but its not her life so no worries. still. fuckin california. it keeps going through my head now. i really was thinking very hard before i made my decision, and id be lying if i said ( Read more... )

deja vu: a coincidence, a guiding light, or evidence of psychic abilities ( Read more... )

naja, wie gehts alle? ich wollte meine Uni wechseln weil physik schlucht. viel. aber ich hab keine motivation. und ich muesste umass amherst besuchen. ich hab kein wahl anders als da. und dann ich muesste wieder umlegen. und so weiter. ein besonderes problem ist dass tiff wollte mit mir bleiben naechstes jahr. und moeglich bridgewater besuchten. ( Read more... )

( ) stayed single ( Read more... )