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ive been feeling pretty happy lately. i think mostly because the whole tiff thing has passed through me, and now i dont worry about it. but what has also been keeping me happy is seeing how socially involved i am with other peoples lives. obviously this is most with nick, dan, and andrew. but i also think of dj, even though i dont see it anywhere specifically. and it feels nice to see random old friends or acquaintances and be like "hey lets hang out sometime soon" because i actually make it happen, or try to as much as i can.
another thing is that tiff actually seems happen to see me when i give her her mail. like she just perks right up about talking to me, which wasnt quite the case before. so it feels good to know that things will probably be getting better between us. i dont like losing friends, and i dont like people disliking me. plus, i was so involved with her, and to lose something like that completely, would not be enjoyable to say the least. plus it makes living down here slightly more comfortable, since friends are hard to come by without school.
well ive got to start getting ready for work. i start my first day of retail for lenscrafters in 50 minutes. how exciting. all i really care about is that it gives me full time hours. thats all i need : )
another thing is that tiff actually seems happen to see me when i give her her mail. like she just perks right up about talking to me, which wasnt quite the case before. so it feels good to know that things will probably be getting better between us. i dont like losing friends, and i dont like people disliking me. plus, i was so involved with her, and to lose something like that completely, would not be enjoyable to say the least. plus it makes living down here slightly more comfortable, since friends are hard to come by without school.
well ive got to start getting ready for work. i start my first day of retail for lenscrafters in 50 minutes. how exciting. all i really care about is that it gives me full time hours. thats all i need : )