[Fic] Only You, PG-17, Chap 7
Title : Only You
Author : nichiya
Fandom : NEWS
Pairing : RyoTego, RyoShige, TegoPi
Rating : PG-17 (i'm bad at rating, don't think this chap is enough for R or NC-17)
Genre : AU Romance
A/N : my apologize for not updating this fic for a long time, been busy with work. also been reading a lot of wonderful fics, and feel that mine is suck ^^;; i already wanted to give up to continue writing, but at the end i decided to finish this one. i think i made a mistake to put Yamapi in the ainante love triangle. i failed.
Beta-ed by : snowy_yuki, she made my fic readable, arigachu dear!
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Chapter 7
Kato Shigeaki was born in Osaka, though he wasn’t a native kansai-jin, he even already forgot kansai-ben. But Shige still has few relatives and friends in Osaka. He met Ryo in a shinkansen on his journey back from Osaka to Tokyo. He still remembered Ryo sat next to him. Shige thought he was really handsome but he could sense also his scary aura so that he didn't have the courage to approach the other. The journey was filled with silence and out of boredom; Shige took out the Red Hot Chilli Peppers CD he just bought.
“Ehhh, is it the newest RHCP album?” excited Ryo while looking curiously at the CD that Shige held in his hand.
“Uhm yeah …” replied Shige shortly, a bit surprise to see how a cool guy could turn into a fanboy suddenly.
“Wow cool, I didn’t realize it’s already out. Where do you buy that?”
“At CD store obviously." Shige rolled his eyes. "CD store at Osaka by the way. Do you want to listen to it?” offered Shige and was replied with Ryo’s excited nods.
“By the way, I’m Nishikido Ryo.”
“Oh, I’m Kato Shigeaki.”
They exchanged mail addresses because they clicked to each other. Ryo thought Shige was quite mature for his age. He liked Shige’s intelligent and how he used his brain usefully for each of their conversation. On the other side, Shige fell in love with Ryo instantly. He couldn’t explain how, why and when because it was just a natural feeling for him and he couldn’t deny it. But he wasn’t sure if Ryo had the same feeling toward him or not. Ryo was still a mysterious person for him. It was only on his hatachi birthday, he gained all his courage to confess. He invited Ryo for a drink as he’s finally on legal age.
“Nishikido-kun …” Shige started his confession after the third cocktail he consumed.
“Uhm?”
“I like you.” Short and simple as that.
“What?” Ryo choked on his beer.
“I like you.” Shige repeated.
“Shige, are you drunk?”
“No! I’m serious! Nishikido Ryo, I like you! Would you go steady with me?” Shige finally said it.
“You are really drunk, aren’t you?” laughed Ryo and signaled the bartender to fill in his beer again.
“I said I’m not drunk! Ryo, listen to me!”
Ryo realized Shige ain’t joked when he called him with his given name. Shige always called him in formal way, even when Ryo asked him to stop it. So Ryo knew Shige was serious. He exhaled.
“Shige, I won’t be a good boyfriend for you.”
“Why?”
“You know how busy I am with my job. I won’t be able to be with you most of time.”
“Ryo, do you know there’s a gadget called mobile phone?”
“Yeah, so?”
“Use it when you can’t see me.”
Ryo laughed. He didn’t need to answer the other's confession. He already fallen for the prodigy anyway. He shifted his seat closer to Shige and pressed his lips to the younger's one harshly. Shige was shocked by Ryo’s action but he also didn’t need Ryo’s reply. He took the kiss as a YES. He kissed back the older one and deepened the kiss as he allowed Ryo’s tongue to slip inside his mouth. They didn’t care if the whole bar looking at them in disgust. Alcohol made them forget everything. It was also alcohol that led them to their first sex as Ryo pushed him to the empty cubicle toilet to release their strong and unfulfilled needs.
***
Tegoshi couldn’t concentrate on his study. He tried to read the thick text-book in front of him with all his might but he was distracted with big pair of eyes whose looking at him intensely. He pretended to cough, hoping the person in front of him would stop his action and allowed him to resume his study. He waited 5 minutes.
10 minutes.
15 minutes.
Nothing's happened. He still felt strong gaze directed to him that he finally gave up.
He frowned, “Mou Pi, stop looking at me!”
“Don’t mind me, go on read your book.” grinned Yamapi ignoring his lover’s protest.
“But I can’t concentrate!” pouted Tegoshi and crossed his hands. Yamapi couldn’t help laughing at Tegoshi’s girlish antics.
“But you are so cute, Tegochin!” squealed Yamapi.
“Our deal was studying together. You said you wanted to help me with my essay but you did nothing ever since you came here one hour ago.”
“I’m bored! My advisor is a bitch! He keeps on revising my thesis,” whined Yamapi. He moved himself from the dining table to the sofa.
“Tegochin, let’s take a break. How about watching TV?” asked Yamapi. He grabbed the remote and switched it on.
“Okay," Tegoshi answered without thinking further. "I can work on the essay tomorrow anyway. What do you want to drink?”
“Coke with ice, please!”
Tegoshi stood up and walked to the fridge. He opened it and took out ice cubes from the ice box. He carefully put them in the glass and poured the coke. He finally felt relax with Yamapi’s companion. Carefree Yamapi was actually a good boyfriend. He always pampered Tegoshi with attention, helped his studies and most of all Yamapi was always there for him, anytime, anywhere. He began to slowly erase Ryo from his mind.
Tegoshi walked with glass full of iced coke on his right hand but once he reached the sofa, he tripped the carpet a little causing the glass to slip from his hand and splashed onto Yamapi’s white shirt. Yamapi jumped out of shock, feeling his chest was burned with coldness.
“Uh oh, I’m so sorry Pi!” panicked Tegoshi and searched for tissue to clean Yamapi’s soaked shirt.
“Hey hey, it’s okay Tegochin! Are you hurt?”
“I’m fine, but your shirt … “ Tegoshi was still busy cleaning his shirt. Yamapi grasped Tegoshi’s wrist causing the younger boy to stop his action and looked at Yamapi in confusion.
“Forget my shirt! Are you really okay?”
Yamapi’s eyes checked on Tegoshi from head to toe, made sure that Tegoshi didn’t hurt after that little accident. Tegoshi was dumbfounded by Yamapi’s gentleness. He just gave the older one a weak nod signaling he was fine.
“Yokatta!” Yamapi finally let go Tegoshi.
Then two of them cleaned the mess with tissues. It was lucky that glass was made from plastic so nobody got hurt. Tegoshi felt guilty for his clumsiness. He was glad Yamapi didn’t scold him because Ryo definitely would. But deep inside he missed all Ryo’s harsh words and scolds. He knew Ryo said them for his own good, to remind Tegoshi for not always saying everything from feet above, to make him less spoiled, to make him a better person. Tegoshi shook his head, images of Ryo was drawing in his eyes once again.
“Ne Tegochin, may I borrow towel and clean shirt? I feel so sticky and wet.” Yamapi’s words made Tegoshi back to reality.
“Oh yes, towel and shirt! Be right back!” Tegoshi rushed to his drawer in his bedroom and once he got back to the living room, he was stunned to see Yamapi already took off his wet shirt.
Tegoshi gulped hard.
Pictures of Yamapi without shirt were running wildly in his head. It was just eye-catching, like Greek Gods he often imagined. Perfect abdomen, firm hand muscles, well built chest, great hip lines and healthy tanned skin. Tegoshi gulped once again.
God, he’s simply gorgeous.
Suddenly he realized he had been standing there for few minutes admiring Yamapi’s naked upper body like an idiot. He blushed when Yamapi smiled viciously at him as if he knew Tegoshi had drooled over him. Yamapi switched off the TV and threw the remote carelessly in the floor. He pulled Tegoshi’s small body to his lap and he kissed him passionately. Tegoshi closed his eyes, returned back his kisses and even deepened their intimacy with their tongues tangled to each other. Yamapi’s hands locked in Tegoshi’s neck and lower back as if he didn’t want the younger boy to run away.
Soft moans escaped from Tegoshi’s mouth when Yamapi moved his lips to Tegoshi’s neck, sucking it deeply. He grinned in satisfaction when he saw purple mark appeared in Tegoshi’s skin. Then with his skilled hands he removed the younger boy’s shirt in expert way. He was astonished seeing Tegoshi’s bare upper body. Yamapi admired his tiny nipples, slim waist and white creamy skin. He never saw any boy with such girlish figure like Tegoshi before. He wanted to taste every inches of Tegoshi and most of all he wanted Tegoshi to be his.
Tegoshi was panting heavily as Yamapi continued giving him butterfly kisses all over his body. He still closed his eyes tousling Yamapi’s hair, enjoying the wet ticklish sensation Yamapi serving him. Then he felt a heavy breath near his ear whispered, “You are so beautiful! Are you ready to be mine?”
"I want you to be mine."
Tegoshi opened his eyes in reflect. Ryo’s voice was echoing in his ears. He realized it was a mistake. He still loved Ryo, he still wanted him, he still couldn’t forget him. He pushed Yamapi away and cried softly. Yamapi confused, obviously. He was wondering what he did wrong to cause Tegoshi’s tears falling nonstop to his face.
“Tegochin, what’s wrong? Did I hurt you?” asked Yamapi with worried tone. Tegoshi didn’t answer. He just shook his head in despair.
It’s not your fault, Yamashita-kun! You are too kind, I don’t deserve you.
“Then what? Is it your first time? If you are not ready, I can wait.”
Again, Tegoshi shook his head. Yamapi almost banged his head on the wall out of frustration. He didn’t understand the sudden change of attitude. He thought both of them wanted it. He covered his face with his hands, thinking hard.
“I’m sorry, Yamashita-kun.” suddenly he heard Tegoshi’s shaking voice between his sobs.
“Ssshhhh, it’s okay!” whispered Yamapi then embraced the younger boy to calm him down.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” Tegoshi seemed frantic by uttering the repeat apologies. Yamapi knew the best way to calm him down by not saying any words. He just kept the fragile boy in his arms. Minutes passed with silence. Tegoshi finally got back all his senses. He gave Yamapi a weak smile.
“There you go! You look better smiling than crying.” Yamapi wiped the dry tears from Tegoshi’s face.
“Yamashita-kun, you are too kind.”
“Hey, you call me in formal way again. Call me Yamapi!”
“I can’t! I don’t deserve you. I have been playing with your heart and it’s not fair for you.”
“Te-Tegoshi, what do you mean?” shocked Yamapi.
“I-I tried my best to love you back, I really tried. But I still can’t forget my ex. I just realized I still love him.”
A strike of pain hit Yamapi’s heart. It’s awful to hear the truth. He sighed. Unrequited love was something new to him, he didn’t know if he could endure it or not. But he didn’t want to make Tegoshi sad. He made up his mind.
“Tegoshi …”
“Y-Yes?”
“I set you free. I will disappear from your life.”
“But we can still be friends, right?” protested Tegoshi without realizing his selfishness.
“Well not now, maybe later after I heal my broken heart.” smiled Yamapi while ruffling Tegoshi’s hair. Tegoshi hugged him. The feeling of touching bare skins made Yamapi shuddered. He pushed Tegoshi away in the gentlest way he could do. He fished his shirt from the floor and put it on. He gave Tegoshi the last kiss on his right cheek and waved him goodbye before walking out of the door.
Click.
Sayonara, Yamashita-kun.
***
TBC
argh, sorry if this chapter is short and after this chapter i know i won't be able to write smut at all lmao. i feel bad for Yamapi really.
Author : nichiya
Fandom : NEWS
Pairing : RyoTego, RyoShige, TegoPi
Rating : PG-17 (i'm bad at rating, don't think this chap is enough for R or NC-17)
Genre : AU Romance
A/N : my apologize for not updating this fic for a long time, been busy with work. also been reading a lot of wonderful fics, and feel that mine is suck ^^;; i already wanted to give up to continue writing, but at the end i decided to finish this one. i think i made a mistake to put Yamapi in the ainante love triangle. i failed.
Beta-ed by : snowy_yuki, she made my fic readable, arigachu dear!
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Chapter 7
Kato Shigeaki was born in Osaka, though he wasn’t a native kansai-jin, he even already forgot kansai-ben. But Shige still has few relatives and friends in Osaka. He met Ryo in a shinkansen on his journey back from Osaka to Tokyo. He still remembered Ryo sat next to him. Shige thought he was really handsome but he could sense also his scary aura so that he didn't have the courage to approach the other. The journey was filled with silence and out of boredom; Shige took out the Red Hot Chilli Peppers CD he just bought.
“Ehhh, is it the newest RHCP album?” excited Ryo while looking curiously at the CD that Shige held in his hand.
“Uhm yeah …” replied Shige shortly, a bit surprise to see how a cool guy could turn into a fanboy suddenly.
“Wow cool, I didn’t realize it’s already out. Where do you buy that?”
“At CD store obviously." Shige rolled his eyes. "CD store at Osaka by the way. Do you want to listen to it?” offered Shige and was replied with Ryo’s excited nods.
“By the way, I’m Nishikido Ryo.”
“Oh, I’m Kato Shigeaki.”
They exchanged mail addresses because they clicked to each other. Ryo thought Shige was quite mature for his age. He liked Shige’s intelligent and how he used his brain usefully for each of their conversation. On the other side, Shige fell in love with Ryo instantly. He couldn’t explain how, why and when because it was just a natural feeling for him and he couldn’t deny it. But he wasn’t sure if Ryo had the same feeling toward him or not. Ryo was still a mysterious person for him. It was only on his hatachi birthday, he gained all his courage to confess. He invited Ryo for a drink as he’s finally on legal age.
“Nishikido-kun …” Shige started his confession after the third cocktail he consumed.
“Uhm?”
“I like you.” Short and simple as that.
“What?” Ryo choked on his beer.
“I like you.” Shige repeated.
“Shige, are you drunk?”
“No! I’m serious! Nishikido Ryo, I like you! Would you go steady with me?” Shige finally said it.
“You are really drunk, aren’t you?” laughed Ryo and signaled the bartender to fill in his beer again.
“I said I’m not drunk! Ryo, listen to me!”
Ryo realized Shige ain’t joked when he called him with his given name. Shige always called him in formal way, even when Ryo asked him to stop it. So Ryo knew Shige was serious. He exhaled.
“Shige, I won’t be a good boyfriend for you.”
“Why?”
“You know how busy I am with my job. I won’t be able to be with you most of time.”
“Ryo, do you know there’s a gadget called mobile phone?”
“Yeah, so?”
“Use it when you can’t see me.”
Ryo laughed. He didn’t need to answer the other's confession. He already fallen for the prodigy anyway. He shifted his seat closer to Shige and pressed his lips to the younger's one harshly. Shige was shocked by Ryo’s action but he also didn’t need Ryo’s reply. He took the kiss as a YES. He kissed back the older one and deepened the kiss as he allowed Ryo’s tongue to slip inside his mouth. They didn’t care if the whole bar looking at them in disgust. Alcohol made them forget everything. It was also alcohol that led them to their first sex as Ryo pushed him to the empty cubicle toilet to release their strong and unfulfilled needs.
***
Tegoshi couldn’t concentrate on his study. He tried to read the thick text-book in front of him with all his might but he was distracted with big pair of eyes whose looking at him intensely. He pretended to cough, hoping the person in front of him would stop his action and allowed him to resume his study. He waited 5 minutes.
10 minutes.
15 minutes.
Nothing's happened. He still felt strong gaze directed to him that he finally gave up.
He frowned, “Mou Pi, stop looking at me!”
“Don’t mind me, go on read your book.” grinned Yamapi ignoring his lover’s protest.
“But I can’t concentrate!” pouted Tegoshi and crossed his hands. Yamapi couldn’t help laughing at Tegoshi’s girlish antics.
“But you are so cute, Tegochin!” squealed Yamapi.
“Our deal was studying together. You said you wanted to help me with my essay but you did nothing ever since you came here one hour ago.”
“I’m bored! My advisor is a bitch! He keeps on revising my thesis,” whined Yamapi. He moved himself from the dining table to the sofa.
“Tegochin, let’s take a break. How about watching TV?” asked Yamapi. He grabbed the remote and switched it on.
“Okay," Tegoshi answered without thinking further. "I can work on the essay tomorrow anyway. What do you want to drink?”
“Coke with ice, please!”
Tegoshi stood up and walked to the fridge. He opened it and took out ice cubes from the ice box. He carefully put them in the glass and poured the coke. He finally felt relax with Yamapi’s companion. Carefree Yamapi was actually a good boyfriend. He always pampered Tegoshi with attention, helped his studies and most of all Yamapi was always there for him, anytime, anywhere. He began to slowly erase Ryo from his mind.
Tegoshi walked with glass full of iced coke on his right hand but once he reached the sofa, he tripped the carpet a little causing the glass to slip from his hand and splashed onto Yamapi’s white shirt. Yamapi jumped out of shock, feeling his chest was burned with coldness.
“Uh oh, I’m so sorry Pi!” panicked Tegoshi and searched for tissue to clean Yamapi’s soaked shirt.
“Hey hey, it’s okay Tegochin! Are you hurt?”
“I’m fine, but your shirt … “ Tegoshi was still busy cleaning his shirt. Yamapi grasped Tegoshi’s wrist causing the younger boy to stop his action and looked at Yamapi in confusion.
“Forget my shirt! Are you really okay?”
Yamapi’s eyes checked on Tegoshi from head to toe, made sure that Tegoshi didn’t hurt after that little accident. Tegoshi was dumbfounded by Yamapi’s gentleness. He just gave the older one a weak nod signaling he was fine.
“Yokatta!” Yamapi finally let go Tegoshi.
Then two of them cleaned the mess with tissues. It was lucky that glass was made from plastic so nobody got hurt. Tegoshi felt guilty for his clumsiness. He was glad Yamapi didn’t scold him because Ryo definitely would. But deep inside he missed all Ryo’s harsh words and scolds. He knew Ryo said them for his own good, to remind Tegoshi for not always saying everything from feet above, to make him less spoiled, to make him a better person. Tegoshi shook his head, images of Ryo was drawing in his eyes once again.
“Ne Tegochin, may I borrow towel and clean shirt? I feel so sticky and wet.” Yamapi’s words made Tegoshi back to reality.
“Oh yes, towel and shirt! Be right back!” Tegoshi rushed to his drawer in his bedroom and once he got back to the living room, he was stunned to see Yamapi already took off his wet shirt.
Tegoshi gulped hard.
Pictures of Yamapi without shirt were running wildly in his head. It was just eye-catching, like Greek Gods he often imagined. Perfect abdomen, firm hand muscles, well built chest, great hip lines and healthy tanned skin. Tegoshi gulped once again.
God, he’s simply gorgeous.
Suddenly he realized he had been standing there for few minutes admiring Yamapi’s naked upper body like an idiot. He blushed when Yamapi smiled viciously at him as if he knew Tegoshi had drooled over him. Yamapi switched off the TV and threw the remote carelessly in the floor. He pulled Tegoshi’s small body to his lap and he kissed him passionately. Tegoshi closed his eyes, returned back his kisses and even deepened their intimacy with their tongues tangled to each other. Yamapi’s hands locked in Tegoshi’s neck and lower back as if he didn’t want the younger boy to run away.
Soft moans escaped from Tegoshi’s mouth when Yamapi moved his lips to Tegoshi’s neck, sucking it deeply. He grinned in satisfaction when he saw purple mark appeared in Tegoshi’s skin. Then with his skilled hands he removed the younger boy’s shirt in expert way. He was astonished seeing Tegoshi’s bare upper body. Yamapi admired his tiny nipples, slim waist and white creamy skin. He never saw any boy with such girlish figure like Tegoshi before. He wanted to taste every inches of Tegoshi and most of all he wanted Tegoshi to be his.
Tegoshi was panting heavily as Yamapi continued giving him butterfly kisses all over his body. He still closed his eyes tousling Yamapi’s hair, enjoying the wet ticklish sensation Yamapi serving him. Then he felt a heavy breath near his ear whispered, “You are so beautiful! Are you ready to be mine?”
"I want you to be mine."
Tegoshi opened his eyes in reflect. Ryo’s voice was echoing in his ears. He realized it was a mistake. He still loved Ryo, he still wanted him, he still couldn’t forget him. He pushed Yamapi away and cried softly. Yamapi confused, obviously. He was wondering what he did wrong to cause Tegoshi’s tears falling nonstop to his face.
“Tegochin, what’s wrong? Did I hurt you?” asked Yamapi with worried tone. Tegoshi didn’t answer. He just shook his head in despair.
It’s not your fault, Yamashita-kun! You are too kind, I don’t deserve you.
“Then what? Is it your first time? If you are not ready, I can wait.”
Again, Tegoshi shook his head. Yamapi almost banged his head on the wall out of frustration. He didn’t understand the sudden change of attitude. He thought both of them wanted it. He covered his face with his hands, thinking hard.
“I’m sorry, Yamashita-kun.” suddenly he heard Tegoshi’s shaking voice between his sobs.
“Ssshhhh, it’s okay!” whispered Yamapi then embraced the younger boy to calm him down.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” Tegoshi seemed frantic by uttering the repeat apologies. Yamapi knew the best way to calm him down by not saying any words. He just kept the fragile boy in his arms. Minutes passed with silence. Tegoshi finally got back all his senses. He gave Yamapi a weak smile.
“There you go! You look better smiling than crying.” Yamapi wiped the dry tears from Tegoshi’s face.
“Yamashita-kun, you are too kind.”
“Hey, you call me in formal way again. Call me Yamapi!”
“I can’t! I don’t deserve you. I have been playing with your heart and it’s not fair for you.”
“Te-Tegoshi, what do you mean?” shocked Yamapi.
“I-I tried my best to love you back, I really tried. But I still can’t forget my ex. I just realized I still love him.”
A strike of pain hit Yamapi’s heart. It’s awful to hear the truth. He sighed. Unrequited love was something new to him, he didn’t know if he could endure it or not. But he didn’t want to make Tegoshi sad. He made up his mind.
“Tegoshi …”
“Y-Yes?”
“I set you free. I will disappear from your life.”
“But we can still be friends, right?” protested Tegoshi without realizing his selfishness.
“Well not now, maybe later after I heal my broken heart.” smiled Yamapi while ruffling Tegoshi’s hair. Tegoshi hugged him. The feeling of touching bare skins made Yamapi shuddered. He pushed Tegoshi away in the gentlest way he could do. He fished his shirt from the floor and put it on. He gave Tegoshi the last kiss on his right cheek and waved him goodbye before walking out of the door.
Click.
Sayonara, Yamashita-kun.
***
TBC
argh, sorry if this chapter is short and after this chapter i know i won't be able to write smut at all lmao. i feel bad for Yamapi really.