Oct 29, 2007 17:14
Title : Only You
Fandom : NEWS
Pairing : Ryo x Tegoshi
Rating : PG
Genre : AU Romance
A/N : my first time posting in LJ community and it’s also my first long BL fanfic, so excuse me if it sucks, and please excuse my limited English too T_T and oh, it's inspired from Ai Nante <33
Prologue
“I miss him, I miss him, I miss him, I miss him, I miss him!” 19 years old Tegoshi Yuya chanted several times as he couldn’t hold back his loneliness anymore. It’s been six months since Tegoshi saw his ex-lover and even he thought it was the best decision to break up with him, he still couldn’t forget him, at all. He missed his warm wide smile, his dark delicate skin, his deep husky voice, his neat black hair, he even missed his poison tongue and the moles on his face. But most of all, he missed his care, his embrace, his touch and his kisses. Tegoshi just realized that he made the biggest mistake in his life.
He even couldn’t remember what the reason for them to break up.
Was it because his damn jealously?
Was it because my childish selfishness?
Tegoshi couldn’t remember at all. He only remembered it was himself who blurted, “Ryotan, we are over!” Tegoshi regretted everything after he said those words, but he was too selfish to admit that he was wrong.
Tegoshi still remembered the sad hurtful expression on Nishikido Ryo’s face. He didn’t fight back, he just stood there looking at him, waiting for Tegoshi to take back those words. But after few minutes of silence, Ryo gave up, and still in sad face he told Tegoshi, “Take care yourself, Tegonyan.” and hugged him for the last time. Tegoshi tried his very best to not dropping his tears, he didn’t want to show his weak side on their break up. But once Ryo was out of his sight, he couldn’t hold back his tears anymore, it was just painful. Too painful.
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Chapter 1
Tegoshi entered the English class with lazy mood, he knew he wasn’t in condition to study that day, but he needed enough attendances or else he couldn’t take semester exams. He bumped into someone when he just passed the door.
“Sumimasen!” said the tall boy in front of him.
“Ah daijoubu, it was me who didn’t see you, sumimasen!” replied Tegoshi.
“Hey, I rarely see you in this class.”
“I hate English.”
“Well, me too! But my boyfriend loves it, and expect me to learn something here.” Tegoshi stunned at the frank statement from him, not everyday he would face people who admit they were gay at first time meeting.
“Ah! My ex-boyfriend loved it too.” The tall boy smiled when he heard Tegoshi said “boyfriend” word, he knew from the start they would make a good acquaintance with Tegoshi.
“By the way, I’m Kato Shigeaki. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu!” as Shige let out his hand.
“I’m Tegoshi Yuya, nice to meet you.” as he welcomed his hand and shook it warmly.
Tegoshi thought Shige was very good looking, with big eyes and tall figure plus fashionable hair and stylist clothes. And Shige thought Tegoshi was the prettiest boy he ever met. If he didn’t notice his flat chest, Shige thought Tegoshi was a girl. They admired each other for few seconds before decided to sit next each other for the next 2 hours of English class.
After the class was over, the new buddies went to canteen to have lunch together. Shige ordered omurice and Tegoshi had miso ramen on his tray. They sat facing each other, and Shige noticed Tegoshi held the chopsticks with left hand.
“Yucchan, are you also left-handed?”
“Yu-yucchan? What do you mean, Kato-kun?”
“Ehh, you don’t like my nickname for you? I decided to call you Yucchan, because you are so cute!”
“Oh souka? Uhm, I’m not left-handed, Kato-kun.”
“Call me Shige, we are friends right? I thought you are also left-handed coz you can eat with left hand.”
“Oh no no no, I’m used to eat with left hand since I was young. I write with right hand.” Shige nodded, thought in his heart he was disappointed that Tegoshi wasn’t his “kind”. Shige wondered why he didn’t notice him writing with right hand, and then he remembered it was reading class before so none of them have written anything.
“Ahh, it’s a habit ne? I know someone who exactly has the same habit as you.”
“Shige is left-handed, yes?”
“Yes!”
“Sugoii yo! I always wanted to write with left hand, but it was too difficult, holding chopstics is easier.” Shige blushed at his compliment. Shige thought being a left-handed was something cool too, he was forced to convert to right hand by his grandfather from mother’s side but he was too stubborn, so at the end he was still left-handed person.
“Arigatou, but do you know left-handed person has a shorter life span than normal right-handed person?”
“Ehhh why?”
“Because this world wasn’t created for us, like in station, ticket machines are in right side, we have to use extra energy with our weak right hand just to insert the ticket, and we can’t use scissor as normally as right-handed people.”
Tegoshi nodded at Shige’s explanation, he never thought how hard it was for being a left-handed person.
“But Shige is very smart, I’m sure you will have a long life.” Even though Tegoshi only knew Shige for few hours, but judging by the way he talked, he knew Shige was smart, beside on English class even when Shige said he hated the subject, he still helped Tegoshi a lot on saying the correct pronunciation.
“Yucchan is so kind, I also want to have a long life so I can be with my boyfriend forever.” said Shige with dreamy eyes.
“I will pray for your happiness, Shige.” said Tegoshi with sincere tone.
“Arigatou, Yucchan!”
And from that moment, they became best friends.
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TBC
sorry no Ryo yet ^^;; actually he will only appear in chapter 3 *runs* comments are love <333
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