Beyond Regrets

[niayesungie]

Title:  Beyond Regrets
Characters:  Yesung, Siwon, Hangeng, Heechul, OC
Pairings:  Yewon, Siwon/OC, brief!Hanchul
Genre: Angst, implied!smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary:  Regrets always awfully hurt.
Disclaimer:  I only own the story and the plot.  The characters in the fic don't resembling the real characters in their real life.

Comments

[niayesungie]

*speechless*
forgive me bb, but blame Yesung! he said in his tweet he was depressed. and yep i was crazy! i was wanna erase this story to the recycle bin actually. this is weird. but Yesung + tugas2 kuliah made me so stressed out. like crazy i typed the last sub-chapter (this was written in December), bcz i wanna cry so bad T,T
i think Siwon got the lesson of playing with feelings. he cowarded out because Yesung's usual scepticism towards him, he thought Yesung was only like him for sex. same thought exactly with our Yeye. yeah, prejudices never do good in love :(
what do you think of the scene where Siwon molested the unconscious Yesung? i'm not comfortable with that. extra weird and embarrassing to be published actually .____.

[niayesungie]

the good side is... i took the revenge for Siwon, unconsciously. actually i really love to torture my characters in my fics. and it's rather hard for me, to make an angst without character death, so this is the best possibility Siwon could be "punished" lol

[takuu_raynes]

*heartbreaks * .....im speechless .. really

[niayesungie]

people could really be a fool in love.poor Yewon here,they prejudiced each other and gave no second chance for their love.Siwon was afraid of Yesung's rejection and Yesung himself felt betrayed by the hesitant dongsaeng :(
*passed you tissues* *hug*

[lulufeca]

oh so sad! but siwon drugging yesung to tell how he loved him... was a i little crazy but,... so sweet and loving!

[niayesungie]

i thought the same. though it's crazy, creepy, but it just show how much Siwon loves Yesung (and his body ehm). may i ask you, which one was more dominant in SIwon, in your opinion: his love or his lust?

[lulufeca]

my oppinion? i will give my psychology student oppinion and not a reader´s

COOKIES for your comment ^^/

[niayesungie]

wow i love your comment! i really fond in analyzing people actually,though i'm not in psychology major! ^_

[neyaays]

Wohooo,,, this is really sad. Am I miss something??? siwon's actions toward yesung changes drastically it confuse me :(
*please forgive my slow brain*

I miss YeWon,,,not so many YeWon fics these days :(

[niayesungie]

Siwon only used Yesung for sex back in Cheonan, while Yesung actually was craving for his affection. but after they debuted, his feelings towards Yesung somehow developed, with Yesung's constant cold treatment to him and rejection of his 'make love' offer. and after Hangeng left, he just realize how important Yesung is to him so he tended to cling to the man more than ever, but it was too late since Yesung had closed his heart to him already so he couldn't take Siwon seriously... i hope this helps? it's ok, sometimes my mind missed some details dear, please forgive me >,

[jacklyntsang]

My perception on this story is different from most/all of readers here and even the writer (uh, is it possible ...lol?) But first of all, this is one of the most beautiful fics I have read so far so that I have to give out comment ...he...he

[niayesungie]

i'm so happy to find you, giving your heart to the comment!^^ and you even quoted me *__* this is my first time someone quoted my fic *A

[rednochan]

i just want to say one thing: i have to mem this! can i?
this is great, all the emotions both from yesung and siwon, u described it painfully beautiful. maybe siwon just lusting over yesung IDK... poor baby woonie...
siwon has being a jackass these days, he deserve the torturing...

[niayesungie]

please memm this fic *puppy eyes* of course you can! :D
i think people could mistaken their feelings... and so Yewon in the fic. they lost a great deal of love by their prejudices. that's love :p
ahaha i recognise you as the one who dislike Siwon in Yera's fic A Whole New World! i say hi! :D yes actually we miss Yewon! *pray for Yewon moments soon* actually i wanna torture him more... but it turns out like, killed Yesung too :p fail!punishment :D

[rednochan]

thx ^^
how did u know? now i guess everybody knew that i hate siwon in there while everybody love him. well, he's worth it *shrug* even in real life siwon is being a jack*ss. u already know how fuming yera is, right? :p
then u should make another fic with a tortured siwon in it :D but please, do not torture yesung. lots of people already done that in their fic =___= besides, yesung is already depressed in his real life. i just wanna hug baby sungie~! T~T

[niayesungie]

hehe, your request is, i have to admit, a bit rare. since yes everyone seemed like they love tearing Yeye into pieces and Siwon being a jackass. but, right now i can't imagine what's the plot would be like? i want to avoiding killing people, and if we use a third person, then it'll become typical... i'm really challenged by you. better find any interesting idea soon :) and eh, i don't really like a happy ending in angst, what do you think about it? kekeke i'm weird like that :D