I haven't posted here in a long while. In fact I wouldn't know where to begin. Something strange happened when I logged in, I had a mass emotional drop. My heart tensed, my breathing shallowed, I got shakey. I haven't been here in a long time. I thought about using this but I think I am gonna switch to a second account I have. I guess If you wish ( Read more... )

Its strange not knowing how to bridge the gap in friendships. I just assume if your having nothing to do with me you want nothing to do with me. Maybe I am wrong. I just dont want to embarress myself by chasing someone who doesnt seem like they want me around. Oh well theres little point to this post. Just was told that some one was shocked I ( Read more... )

I picked up the Alinia cook book a couple weeks ago, its fucking amazing. It has all the techniques well discribed, chemicals and where to find them, equiptment. It also has an interesting description on how to approach deconstructionism ( Read more... )

Alot has changed, way alot. I actualy did know I would lose most of my friends when Kt left me. I told her that before. So yeah it happened. It hurts to know that the people I thought loved me had no problems turning their backs at the first chance given. But thats water right ( Read more... )

Last night I was assualted, insulted, and threatened by some one I called one of my best friends in the middle of missiourri and still have no clue why. Luckily I have found a way home ( Read more... )

Discribing my life right now may be detrimental to some. I have found some one I can really click with for atleast the time being. I know I have neglected other friends for her company but she has so much in common, a kindred spirit if you will. And the fact shes total eye candy doesnt hurt either ( Read more... )

At Kaylas house using her intranets. Mines still not hooked up. Probably wont be before Masque and Veil ( Read more... )

I was the one thrown away how come I am the bad person for trying to move on with my life ( Read more... )

I have been crazy busy. Josh, chip, sheri and tasha always have something planned to do. Some sorta distraction. A party here, a club here, a night playing pool with sage at Groggys... Damn its kinda neat going out again. And surprisingly cheap. Groggys cost me about 2 dollars in quarters total. Granted we didnt get any drinks but it was a blast.. ( Read more... )

Today at work I brought up the question of Sous Chef. Asked Robert why we dont have one now that he spends so much time out of the kitchen hes not catching the mistakes cooks are making. He said he needed one for sure, and that the two other cooks have been doing so poorly that he couldnt trust them in the position. For a while now I have been ( Read more... )