Hmmm
I was the one thrown away how come I am the bad person for trying to move on with my life?
I am told I never loved her because I didnt let my self distory myself. I had been doing that for the last 4 months. I finally stopped. I finally just let it go.
Yes I met some one really cool, yes shes young. Oh well. Her friend told me she was older before we met. I never bothered to ask. I found out after we started really seeing each other she was only 18, but when you sit up all night talking about F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Ramones, and Mark Twain you tend to assume some one is older.
The first girl I had any physical contact with (kissing at a club) was 37 so dont worry, I am not going all Lee, this happens to be the exeption.
I am getting an apt next month.
I am gonna try to get my licends back pretty quick.
I am moving pretty fast latley. I dont want to spend alot of time thinking. I have been able to cope very well and I am sorry if I seem to have a full schedual, I do. I gotta keep well distracted for just a little while longer.
If people want to hang out I am gonna be regulerly at Groggys on mondays, Homme on wed, Tranz on fridays. These keep me pretty well grounded and give me time to really find myself again. I dont want to do alot of deep talking about my pain. I dont want to get into dirt slinging. I am not going to say anything bad about Kt because we spit up. She needed to go on with out me and I am comfortable with that. All I want is to not be told I am a bad person because I exepted that.
Works over, I am gonna try to get a little rest.
I am still here, I am just moving faster then a comet can fly away...
I am told I never loved her because I didnt let my self distory myself. I had been doing that for the last 4 months. I finally stopped. I finally just let it go.
Yes I met some one really cool, yes shes young. Oh well. Her friend told me she was older before we met. I never bothered to ask. I found out after we started really seeing each other she was only 18, but when you sit up all night talking about F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Ramones, and Mark Twain you tend to assume some one is older.
The first girl I had any physical contact with (kissing at a club) was 37 so dont worry, I am not going all Lee, this happens to be the exeption.
I am getting an apt next month.
I am gonna try to get my licends back pretty quick.
I am moving pretty fast latley. I dont want to spend alot of time thinking. I have been able to cope very well and I am sorry if I seem to have a full schedual, I do. I gotta keep well distracted for just a little while longer.
If people want to hang out I am gonna be regulerly at Groggys on mondays, Homme on wed, Tranz on fridays. These keep me pretty well grounded and give me time to really find myself again. I dont want to do alot of deep talking about my pain. I dont want to get into dirt slinging. I am not going to say anything bad about Kt because we spit up. She needed to go on with out me and I am comfortable with that. All I want is to not be told I am a bad person because I exepted that.
Works over, I am gonna try to get a little rest.
I am still here, I am just moving faster then a comet can fly away...