I wish i didn't care what people think. I wish i could just wipe away that emotion...but i can't. I've done some stupid things, said some stupid thing, and thought some stupid things in the last few days. I really didn't think that I was that naive. A lot of these things I've done have hurt a lot of feelings...I had no idea that would be the ( Read more... )

I think I'm the most unhappy i've ever been. I'm lonely but I hate people. I look to the future but i'm not even sure I like where i'm going. I've lost almost all confidence in relationships and friends. I definitely do not believe that there is one person out there for everybody. I believe that the vast majority of people never meet that ( Read more... )

Whew...only a lil over 3 weeks till school's out for me. I have a rediculous amount of stuff to do...not even taking my finals into account. Seems like i've been hit by the lazy train recently too. I can't seem to concentrate. I'm always thinking about someone or something besides my work. It would be nice to say i was daydreaming about ( Read more... )

I went to the fizz with Manda thinking i might do the karaokee thing and win $40...but the fizz stunk, and neither one of us really wanted to stay the whole time so i ended up not doing it. I had 1 beer then we rolled on out. I met a dood named Jeff tonight from pound who plays in a band with a guy i recorded here at the studio a couple of times ( Read more... )

So i thought i would give this a try...I dunno if I'll keep it up or not but it's something to do when you are bored or don't have anybody to unload stuff on i guess. Ok. so here goes. Lotsa girls i know tells me i'm a great guy. They tell me how nice, respectful, fun, even attractive I am. So how is it that I always end up as just friends ( Read more... )