now I'm the bad guy
I wish i didn't care what people think. I wish i could just wipe away that emotion...but i can't. I've done some stupid things, said some stupid thing, and thought some stupid things in the last few days. I really didn't think that I was that naive. A lot of these things I've done have hurt a lot of feelings...I had no idea that would be the result at the time i did them. Now suddenly everyone thinks that all these things i've done were all part of some elaborate scheme to get a girl, or keep another guy from getting a girl...even tho my actions don't promote the motive. I released some information about a situation that was supposed to be none of my business, even though i was thrown right in the middle. I never lied. I never misled. I only told the truth to people i "thought" should hear it...i now realize that was prolly a mistake. Apologizing for a mistake is easy. Apologizing for a scheme on the other hand is practically impossible. Must've not been a very good scheme huh, i've accomplished nothing but loose friends and make enemies...but oh well...that's life i guess.